What if?
Something I ask myself everyday.
What if? What if I had just gotten up the courage to tell her? To tell her how I really felt?
Exactly 3 months ago today, I inhaled my first vape cloud. Not that I wanted to- but my best friend didn't believe me when I told her that.
So, that night at her house, I bit my lip and sucked it up.
It burned. BAD. Not only did it have a high temp set, but there were 24 milligrams of nicotine in it. Disgusting, right?
But, even though it burned, I kinda liked it... it felt relaxing, and my head was all light and fuzzy.
What I was experiencing is called a "nicotine high". It is one of the best, than worst feelings I have ever had. Even so, nowadays I crave it. I'm completely addicted to it, and have to restrain myself every time I see a vape with nicotine.
What if, though? What if I hadn't given in, despite all the peer pressure? Despite my best friends disbelief?
I bet my life would be much easier then.
Anyways- that's my what if. Hope you enjoyed :)
