Falling For The Gangster That Stole Me(On Hold)

Chapter 3

 " You always doing something ! Can't you fucking listening and behave in your life ? " My mom yelled at me. Her fierce hazel eyes pierced my blue ones and she looked beyond pissed. After Mr.Love called my mother , who was at work , lets just say I was bouta get my ass beat.My mother wasn't an ugly woman , no matter how much we didn't get along. She was beautiful with her naturally long thick curly jet black hair and hazel cat like eyes. And she has a nice ass body , even after giving birth to five kids. Also, She never dyed her hair or wore makeup , my mom always believed in natural beauty. So I grew up without make up and hair dye because she would'nt let me , but it doesn't matter anyway because I never like that shit.

Why would I want to walk around looking like a clown with all that damn make up and have my hair smell like a science lab with all those dame chemicals?

No thank you motherfucker.

 But what attracted alot of people to her was her persoanlity. My Mami was a sweet lady, very kind polite and generous , but if you crossed her it was over. She had class and manners , until she was being toyed with the wrong way. Mami was no punk, she was a down ass female and had your back and threw down for you if you was important and loyal to her. And growing up in the hood, with hoodrats and wanna be thugs everywhere starting drama , Mami was down for the calls. I remember one time, I was at school and some girl had pulled my hair when I wasn't looking.We had fought and I beat her ass to the point were she got sent to the nurses office with a busted lip and nose with bruises. Her family didn't like how she got her ass beat so her mom and friends or what ever tried to jump me after school. I called my mom and she told me" Put your tennis shoes on , the rings on your fingers, threw punches, kicks, and objects at those hoes. Get greased up and tie your hair back. Me and your cousins gonna be down there in a minute."

My Mami is a gorgeous, down ass thug.

But personality wise , we just aint click.

My Mami and I were complete opposites. She likes dark chocolate , I liked Milk chocolate.She liked light colors and I liked dark colors. she said Chris brown is fine , I say Treyz Song Is the hottest motherfucker ever. But it doesn't matter , ever body know's Drake is the beast. But you get the picture? Polar opposites. 

This is how we ended up here , screaming and going at it like Pitbulls ready to tear each other apart. Limb by limb.

" Pero Mami ! What did I do ? The Puta disrespected me seversl times ! I couldn't take it anymore!" I defended myself. My Mami never liked when I got into fights in school, she said school was't the place for ghetto behavior. And I agreed with her , but if I had to beat a bitch ass in school, then I just had to.

" I don't care ! You should have waited until after school to beat la Puta's culo ! " Ugh ! You know what I don't care about this shit anymore. 

"Whatever Ma , I don't give a fuck anymore .This is bullshi-" Before I can finish my sentence, I get bitch slapped. My head snapped to the side so hard, I thought I broke something.

Fuck , that shit hurt like a bitch.

I threw my head up to look at my mother , and she looked beyond pissed. I don't know why , I GET SLAPPED, Not her.

" The Fuck you do that for Ma?" I was livid, she lucky she my Mami , Because she hit me hard and if she wasn't my mom, I would have whooped her ass.

" DON'T FUKING CURSE AT ME !   Y NO ME GRITES! DON'T YELL AT ME ! WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU ARE ! THIS IS MY FUCKING HOUSE !"

"I don't give a fuck , you hit me for no damn reason ! THE FUCK MAN ! YOU NEVER CARE ABOUT WHAT  I HAVE TO SAY ! EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG TO YOU ! THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM ?" I yelled at her from the top of my lungs. She always treated me unfair , if my brothers ever fought in school she would be pissed but let it slide. But with me I always got in trouble and always got my fucking ass beat with belts and shit. 

Not fucking fair.

" YOU KNOW WHY ?BECAUSE EVERYTHING YOU DO IS FUCKING WRONG PUTA ! YOU NEVER DO SOMETHING RIGHT ! AND STOP ACTING LIKE THE FUCKING VICTIM ESTUPIDA ! CALA TE LA FUCKING BOCA ! SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. YOUR NOTHING BUT A DISAPOINTMENT! " You see , I was used to my mom calling me names bitches on the stresst used when nobody was around. It was like she didn't want anybody to know that she actually aint care about by feelings. But oh fucking well. I wasn't about to sit there and cry about it.

Nope, I was just gonna sit there and not fuck with her no more.

" Well fuck this bullshit ! Fuck you , you stupid ass puta ! " I had it with her and everybody else's bullshit.

My Mami lunged at me and punched me in the mouth. As much as i wanted to hit her , I wasn't going to. She grabbed me by the hair and threw me on the ground and repeatedly slapped and punch me in the face. I grabbed her arms and pushed her off of me.

" GET OUT ! SALIR DE MI CASE PUTA ! GET OUT MY HOUSE BITCH !" She grabbed me by my hair and dragged me to the door. Once the front door was opened she literally kicked me in the ass out of her house. when my face connected with the ground she slammed the door shut and locked it.

" Stupid bitch" I mumered as I picked myself off of the ground. I wasn't about to beg her to let me back in , I wasn't sorry for my actions. She got me fucked up if she thought I was gonna sit there and ball my eyes out. With that being said , I pulled myself off the ground and walked down the street. As I was walking ,I felt something drip down from my forehead. Waking a litte faster, I stopped next to a car to examine myself in it's window. 

Gash across my left cheek, busted bottom lip, broken nose , and cut up eyebrow. Yup , I got my ass beat alright.

I touched the top of my had and sure enough, there was blood on my hand. Must of been from when her stupid silly ass yanked my hair. But I just kept walking down the street lost in my head.People claim that im mean and a loner and shit but they be disrespectful and fake first. I'm just loud about my opinions and don't trust these thots.

If I don't like you , Imma tell you bitch I don't ike you.

That's when it hit me , my father is locked up for being a drug dealer , my brothers arrested for being in gangs , and my mother doesn't give a shit about me. I'm alone in this world , bu I've learned something about myself.

I'm not antisocial , I just learned the hard way not to fuck with anybody because motherfuckers aint shit.

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