Gone.

I slammed the door as hard as I could. Another night he came home drunk. Me and Niall had been dating for over 3 years now and lived together, but things hadnt been all that great lately. He would always come home drunk and one night he didnt come home at all. I was so broken I even started cutting myself thinking this was all my fault somehow. Tonight it was awful. I heard him come in but he wasnt alone. I heard a girls laugh. I looked and I fell to my knee's there he was with a girl kissing. I stood up as soon as they saw me. but you know what hurt the most? He wasnt drunk. He ran after me and graved me "Rosie hld on let me explain!" I slapped him as hard as I could. " I CANT BEILEVE YOU WOULD DO THIS TO ME!" I bawled my eyes out. "Rosie I-" he said in a soft voice. I cutt him off. "Im so sick of you! I hate you! I cant beileve you would do this.. I hate myself, Look what I did because I felt guilty.." I said showing him my arms. Tears came out of the corner of his eyes. "Rosie I never meant to hurt you I lov-" I pushed him back. "I cant do this anymore.. Im so sick of it!" I graved my stuff and keys. "Rosie you cant leave please!!" The girl saw me and made a confused face. "Who is this?" She said in a strong british accent. I wiped my tears then I looked at Niall. "His Ex, I'll leave you to." I got out the door and I cried so much I couldnt evens start the car. Niall opened the door. and hugged me so tightlhy "Please dont go princess Im sorry If you ever leave me I would die I cant be without you I love you. Please dont go-" I cutt him off "I-Im Pr-pre-pregnant.." He looked up at me with a smile and tears streaming down his face. "But that doesnt matter because Im leaving." I said I managed to get out of his grip and stepped into the road. "Im done. I loved you with all my heart Niall but This is goodbye.. forever." He ran to get me but it was to late the car hit me and the impact was so painful but not more painful than Niall cheating on me. I was finally gone.