I Changed Everything In Me For Him ..

Chapter 11 part 2

Leo P.O.V

Mariana. What a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl.

Looking at her right now takes my breath away.

Her beautiful blond hair is tied up into a messy bun and she is wearing black mini shorts and a tight blue shirt, I am sure I am drooling without even knowing. I haven’t been attracted to a girl this way for a long time, I just wonder if things are going to go the way I wish them too, what if they don’t then I might spend my whole life regretting the moment I saw her.

 I was peeking at her through a distance so that she would not notice my presence. Till now I never had the courage to go and talk to her because all I know is that I would make a fool of myself. I don’t have any confidence I mean beautiful girls like that don’t go for minor boys like me they prefer handsome strong athletes or popular boys.

 I have fallen for her bad, which is one thing I am sure of. Even though most people say she is a bitch but I know deep inside there is an innocent and honest girl hidden. I mean I still don’t know her personally and I don’t believe other people when they judge a person, so of them say she is the best some them are against her the only way for me  to know is to get to know her and am sure my feelings are taking me the right way.

 I was so into my thoughts and dreaming of me and her together sitting watching the sun set holding her hand running my hands into her silky golden hair I did not realize that right now she had moved and was standing just inches away from me she still didn’t realize me but in my mind I knew that it was now or never, I knew that I had to do something about and if things don’t go the way I want them to at least I can say that I have tried. I walked up to her.

 “Hey” I said my voice was shivering it could be seen that I was so nervous but I had to man up.

 “Hey” she said with such an angel voice turning to face me at that moment I could melt. I have never been this close before she looks so much prettier closer like this, I just wanted to hold her faces and keep her between my arms for hours again I was lost in my dreams she shock me “Hey you” putting one of her hands on my shoulder as if rocking me to see if I was still alive.

 “M-Me? ” I said without thinking I was still nervous and I didn’t know what to do next. She flashed a smile at me and I cud tell she was giggling. If I was not wrong she was blushing but why would she I am still nobody plus girls always fill their cheeks with blushers so I guess no she wasn’t blushing for me.

 “Yeah yeah you” she said and continued “I noticed you staring at me for awhile now. Stalker much? Are you new here?” she moved to sit on a chair I sat directly opposite to her I felt like I owned the world, finally I was talking to her that’s all I dreamt off I can never as for more. If she only knows how happy I am at this very moment but I don’t think she realizes yet.

 “Um no. I been here for a long time “I said trying to act confident with my words this time my voice wasn’t shivering or nervous , I felt good “you’re so beautiful I couldn’t help but stare at you” I gave her a smirk she smiled and turned her face  to one side and supporting her chin on her hand.

 “Well I have never noticed you before plus you’re cute. Only few days ago I noticed you staring at me” I shifted my chair closer to hers as I couldn’t hear her very well she also said “thanks a lot, it had been long since I heard I guy tell me that am beautiful otherwise they call me a hotty, I got to say I don’t like them calling me hotty. Really thank you” her face was full of regret and emotions that I couldn’t read I guess she was feeling bad about something, but I know if I asked she wouldn’t tell me she just shook her head and smiled “you’re a good looking guy too. Don’t get me wrong but you are kind of cute” she stood up and smiled at me.

 Before she turned and walked away I said “hey would you like to hangout some time when your free” I can’t believe I just said that what if she says no she just opened her bag and took out her phone “yeah sure why not just give me your number and I will miss call you so that you save mine” I did as I was told and we exchanged numbered she walked away and I turned smiling so happy and full of ecstasy.

 I can’t believe it, I didn’t it and I didn’t make a fool out of myself.

 She even called me ‘Cute’. She thinks I am cute, that’s it I am the luckiest man on earth right now.  

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Evan P.O.V

I entered the school fully confident, just one month ago I fooled the biggest female player of our school and won the challenge. to be honest I thought I will fail at it but as the days went by I knew it would be as easy as any other challenge I took only difference it took so long.

 She fell in love with me, she thought I was the one but I ended up braking her heart, I never thought for once that Sofia would drop a tear because of me at least now she wouldn’t say that every relationship she has been in was successful.

 Ha! Can girls get any dumber these days? Always they are easy to fool; every time they get a guy they think that he is their world. I got to admit she did turn me on she is hot but she aint my type.

  But hey Me and love her? Yeah she may be sexy but, bitch please! I am Evan Thomsan for god sake everyone knows me and everyone knows my moves. Now I guess I have banged at least 39 girls wait maybe 40, god the number had increased I lost track already, but hey who gives a damn as long as Sofia is in the list.

 Even though I lost Josh who is suppose to be my best friend because of this. But who cares people come and go in the end we will never meet again that’s how life goes, he was a nice guy but I never knew he would get hurt too, I just hope the best for him.

 My pride and position is more important than a friend.

 As I walked through the corridors I saw Sofia on the way. She looked dull and had dark circles under her eyes and her hair looked like, well, how to put it in a word … crap. Her clothes were all black in color even her shoes and bag; I guess she is going to turn into an emo now because for the past month she has been wearing black only.

 And she called herself a player? If she was a real player she wouldn’t give a shit and move on, she would get hurt but I guess I got her this time and I do so believe she learnt a lesson from what happened. Yes am a player but something like this will never happen in my life am sure of that, I aint going to let a girl break my heart because- I break hearts and I don’t get broken.

 It’s been a month for god sake is you that dumb? Move on.

Do I feel guilty?

 NO.

 But I do pity her she has to forget, she has no other option.

 I smiled at her and she just stared at me like some ghost …Whoa scary. I guess she must be thinking after all I have done to her and I still smile at her when I see her. I think if she had the chance she would kill me right away without even thinking twice about it.

 But oh well life goes on.

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Noel P.O.V

 Josh .Josh. JOSSSHHH. This guy is my only solution. I know he is a nice guy and he is very handsome and sweet and sexy there are million words to describe him .I am not lesbian, I can’t be because am attracted to him, am attracted to a boy.

 What going to happen to in the future if I am a lesbian ? Stop thinking of that noel you’re attracted to a guy remember ?

  I wonder what would Lisa say when she finds out that am going to date her best friend, I think she would be so happy because she kept on wining that she feels bad that Josh never had an actual relationship. I am so excited.

 The most important thing now is that I am attracted to Josh .

 Well just a little bit. Only he can prove to the world that I am still normal that I can still like guys.

 Yeah that’s it, Josh be ready to be mine.

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