Broken girl

Another Typical Day 🌬

Chapter 1:
Another Typical Day

I'm Marnie hart and this is my story.

Do you ever feel alone? Like no one cares and you haven't got a true place to call home? I do, my life's miserable I'm a slave for my "family" it's just me, my mum, and my dad. Both my parents haven't got jobs so I have to go out and work to provide for the family, I'm the one who puts the food on the table, the clothes that they have on their bodies but I'm still treat like a piece of shit. All I want is for them to love me, but they don't, instead they beat me despite everything thing I do. It's truly breaks my heart to think that the people that brought me into this cruel word wish I was never born. I'm their mistake, their disappointment and no matter how hard I try to make them proud they still beat me black and blue. I've learned to accept the fact they don't love me, all they ever do is tell me how much of a ugly piece of useless shit I am. I'll never be loved, after all who wants to love a broken depressed lonely nobody like me...

-7:00 am-
*Beep beep*
I almost shat myself, I thought it was the fire alarm going of and I was going to burn to death, it would be better than living this horrific life but I wasn't too keen on the idea of being burnt alive, I jumped out of my bed and turned my alarm off, it was 7 in the morning and I had an hour to get ready for school, I hurried to the bathroom and hopped into the shower, i stood in the shower for a good 20 minutes day dreaming about when I get older, I always think about what my future children would look like and I spent ages deciding their names. I really want to be a teacher when I get older, I want to help little kids have a good education so they can have an amazing life when they get older. Hopefully I'll have enough money to move out by the time i turn 18. I'm only 15 at the minute so I have about 3 years to save up enough to get a little apartment out of the city as far away from my parents as possible.

After a while I got out of the shower and got dressed, I sat on my bed and went through my scruffy bag I've had since I was 12 and looked through my homework books to make sure I had completed everything ready for class. *7:57 am*
I have exactly 33 minutes to get to school, I have to wait for the school bus to come to my road so I just wait near a bus stop because I don't want everyone to see the dump I live in. School busses are horrific, it's filled with horrible people that love to terrorise the shit out of me, my anxiety is getting the better of me just by thinking of it, my hands are going clammy and my tummy is churning I could see it coming around the corner, I took a deep breath and swallowed my pride before stepping on the bus, all eyes were on me. I hated people staring at me, their eyes followed me all the way to my seat I put my head down and started to fiddle with a loose thread on my bag. I sat all alone near the back of the bus, I had no one around me except from the mean girls who purposely sat behind me to make fun of me.

-EW EVERYBODY MARNIE HART SMELLS OF SHIT!!-

Everyone started to laugh uncontrollably at Valerie's rude remarks, I felt so embarrassed, but I was getting use to it because she does this all the time, Valerie is one of the mean girls I was talking about (The snobby rich bitch that pretty much every school has)
She's cheer captain and dates the schools beloved Harley Jackson the captain of the football team. Every girl has a crush on Harley they would gladly spread their legs for him if he asked, except from me of course because

1 I'm not a ragged used slut
and
2 I don't do love.

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A/N
thank u so much for choosing this story to read, this is the end of chapter 1! I promise the story gets a lot more drama filled and better, I will be making the chapters a lot longer than this, I'm hoping to get a new chapter out every week, (this story will have a lot of twists!!)
I WILL make an Insta account for this story, it will contain loads of spoilers!
I will tell you the name of the Insta account in chapter 2 after I've made it.
(THIS BOOK ISN'T BASED ON A TRUE STORY)