Our Own Ending (Jeffmads Punk!Thomas and Nerd!James)

-17- Thomas

Sorry for the short chapter aHhhHHh
I take James out to the boardwalk for a date.
Since we've haven't been out lately.
James hasn't been acting like himself lately. While were walking together he avoided eye contact and avoided kissing me. I'm really worried about him.
We sat at a bench and held hands. He wasn't talking that much and tapped his foot nervously.
"Thomas?" He looked over to me with sad eyes.
"Yes, love?" I don't know why I called him that.
"I-I need to tell you something..really important." James looks down and tear fill his eyes.
"Is something wrong?" I touch his cheek and wipe a tear off.
"I cheated on y-you.." He starts breaking down in tears and I was speechless, "W-While you were in the h-hospital I went out with Aaron and got drinks. We ended getting d-drunk and h-hooked up." He looks away and continues to cry.
"Hey James," I lift up his chin and he looks up at me, "I don't care if you cheated on me. I want you to move on."
He wipes his eyes. "Move on? Thomas I don't care about Aaron." I sigh and look away from him.
"James you know how this is going to end."
"Thomas but you could get better rig-"
"James I'm not going to the treatment in Paris."  He hits my head.
"Thomas are you stupid?" I huff and nod. I am pretty stupid.
"James I only have two years to live and I want to spend that two years with you!" I hug him and start crying.
I feel the hot tears flow down my cheeks and I can't stop it. I'm going to die. This isn't a dream. I can't wake up.
An hour later James takes me home and spends the night. We cuddle on the couch and watch romcoms.
"Hey Thomas?" He turns to look at me.
"Yeah?" I look down at him and see his worried brown eyes.
"I love you."
"I love you too." He kisses my cheek and I smile softly.