choir boys [ septiplier]

Anxiety attacks

< signe POV >

I can't believe that jack fainted, he is so kind and innocent and to see him collapse on the floor made my heart break. It was obvious that I cared about him, it's not that hard to see but I know there is something holding me back and I don't know what it is. I look at mark as he takes jacks body bridal style and walked out the door. I sighed out of jealousy and sadness and went back to the group who were sitting in there normal seats thinking, " i really hope that jack is ok!" I said Breaking their thoughts,they all looked at me with worry and amusement. " you like him don't you ?" Said minx smiling cheekily, I turned to look at everyone's face they were all smiling except from Amy who was frowning. " what no !.... maybe ..... a little ..... fine ya I do !" I said and everyone looked at each other worried. " sorry to burst your bubble signe but I think you have competition" said Felix looking at me sad smiling. "what do you mean" I said frowning, Matt smiled at me causing my heart to stop. " mark has his eyes on him to"  he said and I faked laughed, " your kidding me right " I said still laughing, I stopped laughing when everyone started to frown at me, " you can't be serious" I said after sadly. Cry was quick to answer to, " he probably only wants him because of his high singing level , that's what he did with Aaro-" " shhhhhhhhh" everyone interrupted him and cry just sank in his seat even more, I haven't heard the name Aaron for ages, to be honest mark only went with him because he was a grade 9 but what he did to mark was just- " signe are you going to be ok " Amy smiled interrupting my thoughts, she looked worried but she smiled hard, she was my best friend and I couldn't live that up ever, " ya sure Amy, thank you " I said smiling back but I wasn't ok, i was holding back my anger. I wanted jack and if someone is in there my way, that means,

I am going to have to get rid of mark....

< marks POV >

Jack started to come through and his face what's whiter than usual, what could have made him faint ? I felt my chest pound with excitement when I saw Jack's eyes flutter open and I bounced around in my chair. When his eyes were fully open he sat up looking around. " where am I " he said and my heart jumped, he has been out for 2 hours and I haven't heard his beautiful voice in ages, I smiled to reassure him.

" don't worry you are in my house, you passed out over .... I am not really that sure to be honest ... what actually happened ?" I asked , I was completely clueless of what actually happened all I can remember was him being crowded around upon and then the next minute he was on the floor. " oh urm ....... well ya see I kind hadda bit of ah....ah ..." "it's alright sèan, you are ok" I said to calm him down, we both flinched when I said my name , i wasn't use to it and nether was jack but at this moment, I needed to get his attention. " urm everyone was crowdin' around me and congratulatin' me and I felt weird and dizzy and then I blacked out and I had a ...... mark ? I think I had an-" " an anxiety attack .... I know ..... jack have you got anxiety ?" I asked he looked nervous like I was going to do something bad if he said yes, it looked like he couldn't speak, so all he could do was nod, I looked at him for a second and then gave him a hug, he flinched but hugged back soon after, we stayed that way for about 1 minute until I broke the silence.

" jack is there anything else you have I promise I won't judge." I said still staying in the position we were in. he started to shake which caused me to hug him tighter, only then I realized he was crying on my shoulder. " jack please tell me" I said softly. " I-i-I have depression and PTSD .... mark..... I am sorry" he said and fell limp in my arms, he finally relaxed a little bit but he still cried in my arms. I Hubbard his back in a circular motion to calm him down which only made him sob quite. I felt bad for the man, he is such a strong person and to see him break down in your arms twice is just upsetting. There was a moment of silence in the room.

"Congratulations by the way..." I said smiling, he stirred in my arms. " why ?" He said and I chuckled, " grade 10 dude, you are amazing at singing like WOW !" I said trying to cheer him up, this time he sat up and I saw his face which was puffy from crying. " it must be a mistake, I can't sing everyone knows that and how the hell did I get higher than you-" " jack take a deep breath" I said stopping him before he runs out of air. " you are getting whiter every word you say and considering you always look like a ghost from the 1980s you might want to calm down." I said chuckling and for once he started to chuckle to,  his smile was so perfect and I couldn't help but smile, "thank you mark" he said smiling back , " of course dude, I am always here for you" I said, he looked at me a blushed and then smiled more.

" oh yea one more thing that probably going to make you hate me " he said in a scared but happy way , I looked at him confused, " I am gay" he said . Inside of me was fireworks blow up and I mental fist bumped myself, I couldn't stop smiling, jack waved his hands in front of my eyes apparently i was smiling at him for about 5 mins, oops. " d-don't worry about it , I am gay to " I said smiling like a weirdo he chuckled and playfully punched my arm which made my insides turn. I had a chance, I had a chance to win his heart. However there was something or someone who was watching and going to ruin it. I took a chance to get up and open the curtains because it was way to dark in the room and when I looked outside i saw signe standing there. When she saw me she just walked away. What was she doing ? I felt a bit strange after but the feeling of falling in love with jack only made the pain go away.