I was 15 when it happened for the first time I'd gone out on my brothers bike he was meant to look after my cousin as my aunty was at work .As I cycled around strange streets I fallen off my bike I seen someone foot in front off me I knew who it was 'I looked up and he just looked at me and smiled at me ' "he said want a hand up" I said no I'm fine" it was Max I was freighted 'I've tired to block the abuse out of my head but with my dad revelation it has all came flooding back. He grabbed my arm and pulled me inside his house.
I was freighted because I couldn't breathe. He said 'your my little princesses don't tell anyone it's only for fun'
Then he cuddle me and said ' where friends now'.
Dad and his girl friend drank a lot and we all went to a pub club every night where I live and max came on Saturday stared walking hone with use and he used to put his arms around my waist when we we're going up the hill I was 15 skinny and not confident he was 15 too.
Over the weeks his hands grandaually moved to my bottom. But it was so subtle,
Such a slow process, that by the time I realised what was happening .
I felt awkward and couldn't complain even though I knew it wasn't right I remember he cane to The swings where I hang out and he called use his favorite girls' he touched our bottoms and Amy laughed Amy keeped saying come on Courtney' it's funny but I didn't think it was funny things progressed from there he encourages us to sit on his lap in the billard room at the club, one girl on each knee, and his touching became more and more intimate. And I think he knew we'd never tell he has such power over use and I was very scared if him.
There we're usually others in the room to and when ever I got up to move away from him my knickers twanged where he'd had his hands inside them, and it sounded so loud, I remember thinking everyone heard that' but no one said anything .
Dad was too busy drinking at the bar or arguing with his girlfriend to notice where I was. Max asked me to start wearing skirts I begged my aunty to buy me jeans I couldn't explain why I needed them so I never got any I hate it but I didn't know how to make it stop.
