roommates | zayn malik x justine skye

Roommates | Pain

Roommates | Pain

"Don't get too close, it's dark inside."
- Imagine Dragons

Spring Break was over in two days. It was a Friday afternoon, Luna and Zayn hasn't spoken to each other for a while now. She had no clue what was going on between them. Being alone in this dorm by herself made her very sad. There was a lot of things going on in her life and it wasn't all about Zayn, she had deep issues too.

Knowing that Zayn is probably happy and spending his spring break with his family kinda hurts her—even though it wasn't true—. Luna didn't have parents because they passed away when she was seven. She had her grandmother that took her in but didn't truly love her like she was suppose to. Luna was sent to this school because she wanted to run away from her problems but she knew that they would always come back to her one way or another. And they were slowly coming back to her.

She remembers the time when she was first left alone. Her parents left on her seventh birthday and never came back. She remembers when she first got played just last year. After a boy took her virginity he left her as well. She remembers her close friends leaving her after confessing her deepest thoughts and feelings to them. Luna didn't want to be alone anymore, it would drive her crazy.

Growing up was hard for Luna. People felt sorry for her, people wanted her to be happy and feel happy about her life. But she couldn't after all the things she went through. Losing almost everything she had really brought her down. There were times were she thought about ending her life. Luna felt useless and she just didn't want to live anymore. She was that broken.

And now that Zayn is gone it really got to her. What if he never came back? What if he didn't want to be with her anymore? All those thoughts really made her depressed and she didn't like it. Luna wanted to keep her head high and hope for the best but with everything happening that was the last thing she wanted to do, because she knew if her hopes were high then they would crash back down.

Looking at her closet there was a black box that was sticking out on the top of her shelf. She hasn't opened that box in about a year and she hasn't planned on opening that box either. Luna forgot all about it actually and she wished to forget about it again, but it was like the black box was calling her name. It was like temptation and she was about to fall for it.

Hopping on her good leg she reached for the box and grabbed it. But when she opened it the dorm door opened, making her drop the box and letting everything fall to the ground.

Zayn stood there with a sad look on his face. Once he saw Luna standing up he wanted to fuss about her resting but he didn't have time. He wanted to pull her into a big hug and kiss all over her face. But when he took one step forward he noticed that the ground was a bit messy. There was a few blades and many notes on the floor. He frowned once he saw blood dripping from her arm and a blade that had fresh blood on it. Things weren't adding up in his head yet but he was slowly coming to an idea.

"L-Luunnaa," Zayn croaked looking at her with glossy eyes. "W-What's..what's this?"

Luna couldn't explain because she didn't know what was going on exactly. She then realized that she had cut herself on accident when the box dropped and now it just looked bad on her part.

"Listen..just let me explain—,"

"N-No..L-Luunnaa. I-I...I can't..c-cant u-understand," he says cutting her off while he stared at the ground.

The more Zayn stood here the more his emotions started to build up. If Luna was self-harming then he would never forgive himself for leaving her. He just didn't know what to do.

"Zayn..this wasn't suppose to happen," Luna croaked as the tears started to fall down her face. "T-This is my fault, okay? I was being dumb so be mad at me and not yourself."

He looked at her with tears flowing down from his sad hazel eyes, "H-Hurt self? P-Please..p-please don't."

The way he spoke and the way he begged literally tore her apart. She didn't want none of this to happen at all. Luna's actions were unintentional and Zayn had to understand that. She has been going through hell the past couple of days and she really..needed somebody.

Being careful he helped her to the bathroom to get her cut cleaned up. It was small but it was still a cut. He put a bandage over it and planted a sweet kiss on it, hoping that it would go away soon and she wished the same. After that he helped her onto the bed, his bed to be exact, the same bed that she's been crying and sleeping on for the past few days now. He wrapped the covers around them and made sure that her foot was propped against some pillow. He took care of her and she was thankful that he came just in time because it could've got a lot worse than it was now.

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sorry if this was sad 😔 please don't self harm guys because you are all beautiful people ❤️ .

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