roommates | zayn malik x justine skye

Roommates | Confession

Roommates | Confession

"Why am I so emotional? No it's not
a good look gain some self control."
- Sam Smith

After yesterday...Zayn and Luna had a lot of catching up to do. They had to realize that they had missing patches in their relationship. It was the truth because even though they have been dating for months they still didn't know the deep and dark side of them. Luna didn't know what came over her and neither did Zayn but he didn't understand what she has been through. And he was going to find out soon.

Since they haven't been to the lake in a while Zayn decided it would be best for them to talk there. Luna was on crutches but she could manage, and plus Zayn was close by just in case something goes wrong which she doubted but he was always careful when it came to her.

Sadly, it was tense and quiet between them. It felt weird because Luna felt like they were having problems with each other but that wasn't the case. She was just having problems with herself.

"S-Sit Luunnaa," Zayn instructed.

"Those were my plans," Luna mumbled but sat down on the couch anyway.

Those hazel eyes had so many emotions and she knew that he had a lot to say. But he didn't say anything..he pulled out his phone then handed it to her. She gulped before she read the black and white words out loud on his phone screen.

"I don't know what to say and I'm sorry honestly. I'm suppose to be a good boyfriend and keep you happy Luna. As you can see I can't handle my emotions well. When it comes to you I just..want everything to be perfect, okay? That's why I freak out because I care so much. I love you Luna and I can't lose you. It hurts me to know that you may not love yourself, but I want to love you because that's what I'm here for. I want you to know that I'm here for you even though I wasn't here for the past few days. I honestly thought about you day and night while I was away. Maybe you can forgive me? Because I can't forgive myself. Just to let you know that I am no embarrassed or ashamed of you Luna. You are too special and I am proud to call you my girlfriend but most importantly..the love of my life. And I know that I'm not perfect and it's okay because you make me feel like I'm perfect. I adore you Luna, and I hope you know how much you mean to me. Sincerely, Zayn M," Luna looked away from the phone screen when she was finished and looked at the boy who held a special place in her life and her heart.

"M-Meant..meant e-every word," Zayn says with a firm nod and kissed her cheek to prove to her that he was being very sincere.

She laid her head against her chest and silently cried, holding onto his hoodie as all the emotions came out. She felt the love and he didn't mind giving her even more love. This is what she really wanted..this is what she really wanted.

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