THAT WISHFUL KISS
I thought what we had was real
That you felt was true and not just a deal.
I felt pain and pleasure at the same time
It was killing me for you weren't mine.
At first, I never really knew about love.
And there you were the thought was shoved.
The time you played the guitar my heart moved,
And when you put your arms around like it was glove.
It was like Romeo and Juliet once again.
That we are both locked and chained.
But still find ways to be together.
And defeats every struggle with one another.
We have our own secret place,
Where we can hold each others face.
You put your fingers in my lips to trace
And I can take away my dress' lace.
The more I give to you the less I become
But it was all fine because I felt welcome.
I love the way you breathe in my neck that was warm
And those lips whose smile was like a charm.
I wanted for us to runaway,
But you told me we should stay.
And all we could do was to pray
So that our hearts won't stray.
But all those dreams came to an end.
And you gave me back the heart I sent.
You told me your heart you can't lend.
And I got my heart, it was bent.
You were fond of my innocence.
You were playing my heart without conscience.
We weren't Romeo and Juliet.
I was only one of your pets of set.
You left me without a reason.
You're mood changed so easy like the season.
My love for you was slowly killing me like a poison.
And I can't even chase you even with so much passion.
I'm crying my eyes out pleading.
I wanted you to stay and I'm begging.
I was drowning in love hallucinating.
You said I was obsessing but I was just believing.
You asked and I gave you my trust.
And all you had for me was pure lust.
I can't deny I miss your kiss
But as I recall what we had was just not bliss.
The day we met that I won't regret.
The kisses and hugs we shared I won't forget.
I'm glad that you were my first and not my last.
You're a lesson learned in my story and can never be a cast.
What you did I had to feel,
Those hugs and kisses we shared were not real.
Even now left broken and can never be healed.
I left all memories cherished and sealed.
I learned to love and became a fool.
Those tears I shed turned to a pool,
A pool of lesson that I should never be a tool
The next time we meet again you'll be the one to drool.
