The Baby With No Father

Chapter One

A/N: This story is completely made up, if it relates to you in anyway, that is completely ironic.

          I was 16 when I became pregnant with my first daughter. I was amazed at how I, a Christian girl, could end up like one of the girls on the shows I saw. I cried when I found out how a simple mistake could lead to such a major consequence. But she was my perfect mistake. I couldn't be happier with what happened.... Until I realized that I was doing this alone... No one to help me... My mother kicked me out... I wasn't even dating the father who was out God knows where doing God knows who. I looked down into my daughter's light blue eyes and smiled, trying to hold back the tears ¨not again...¨ I thought to myself as I began to lightly cry. I was happy knowing the fact that I was going to be better then my mom ever could have been, but I was sad with the fact that this family wasn't whole without a father.. I stood up, and put my daughter into the stroller to go for a walk, opening the door, I took a deep breath and sighed. I began walking, smiling at all the passing faces. No one knew. How could anyone tell that I got pregnant by some fuck boy? No one knew that I was living on my own in the cheapest house I could afford barely supporting myself let alone my gorgeous child. A flashback came to me as I picked up my daughter and put her in the baby swing. ¨I'm so sorry, princess... mommy is going to a better place...¨ I sobbed as I held the gun to my head, I didn't get the chance to pull the trigger, Matty walked in and ripped it out of my hand. He said ¨Heaven isn't ready for such a perfect angel.¨ 

I took another deep breath and shook the thought from my head, I wasn't very strong, but I was strong enough to not cry in public..

A/N: This is only the first chapter, it wasn't a very long chapter but it will get better as time goes. Please let me know what you think. Feedback is very much appreciated!