he's a beautiful man

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by Sykesgender

by Sykesgender

We're do I begin.....

Hi I'm dallon Weekes and I'm obbessed with a boy a year younger than me ,and that is more beautiful than any other Creation of God that has walked this very earth....But sadly enough I don't think he knows

He has really pale,milky skin that makes him look ghostly,dark long eyelashes that cast dark shadows over his dark eyes framed by black glasses a little to big for his small,slim frame. He has little freckles that perfectly dot on his face,his thick dark hair covered by a gray beanie falling a bit in the back revealing a little bit of his Raven black hair in the front,his lips are so pink and plush and pretty much the only thing on his face that makes him look alive, anyway his pretty lips are a bit big too, making them even better,his jawline is crafted by Jesus but not only Jesus.god too,it's so beautiful,his already small body,is basically ingulfed by the black sweater,and the black skin tight jeans that show his wide hips and his small legs,god he's perfection,also he's wareing black Converse too,along when a fitting black lace choker.hot

He's a really short guy too he at least is 5'7,well I can't really say anything though I'm 6'4 so I'm practically taller than anyone,he really small and frail body wise,I really,really hope he isn't doing anything to him self,he always wears a sad,and blank expression.....I wanna see him smile....I wanna make him smile.....God I care for someone who doesn't even know I exist

But the thing thats hella usual he has never talked.....Ever...And has a tattoo....A rose tattoo. What 16 year old has a tattoo and doesn't talk

But also a very important thing to......I love him....But he's never talked too me ever or anyone as far as I know

But soon I will talk him,grow up,and grow some balls too

Well if I don't have use my asthma meds right after...

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The classes are boring as shit but the good thing is that I share 3 of my 7 periods with him ela, American history, science so it's all good kinda but he always sits in back and just draws, the teachers Dont bother him for some reasons, shouldn't teachers care about the people they see 8 hours everyday out there week.....Anyway his drawings are beautiful and so delacate with the pencil but he always draws the same person.its quite weird

I noticed he smokes alot I want him to stop it's bad for him,and could potentially be harmful to his health ,I really want him to stop ....Who am I to say though, but anyway today is the day we get sent off to our school clubs which I'm excited about but it's random which is not good and could be good so I don't know.im so indecisive.

But anyway after school I was supposed to tell my friend of 4 years ,Spencer smith....About my sexuality....I've kept it bottled up for years and it hurts that no one knows except for my father he's super ok with me being gay ,it's just been hard to for him to cope that the only boy in the family is never gonna truly carry on his name...But he doesn't say it though,he said he wants me to comfortable and not feel different...But it's not to feel different

I've known Spence for a while,and I hope he's okay with me being myself around him,he's very understanding too,so I guess that comes into play too.
I walk threw the crowded hallways to my way outside for recess. It was a nice day to be honest ,but it made it better when I saw him sitting on the grass with his legs to his chest,he looked so lonely,I hated this,seeing amazing people have no one it's fustrating and plain rude,so I walked over to him which seemed to be the longest walk ever.

I was about four inches away from him.but I froze from my anxiety, which I hated,but he didn't look at me,he was surely interested in pulling the bright green strands of grass out of the earth,I broke free of my anxiety and fanally opening my dumb mouth to say something "hi" I simply said hoping he would gladly respond