Love
It....
has a lot of meanings
makes you loose yourself
makes you do stupid things
changes youis powerful
is strong
is weakis confusing
is painful
is a sacrifice
is complicated...
"(Y/N), Do you love me?" Georgi looked at you straight in the eyes when he asked you. You stood there, frozen. He popped the question out like a magician with a rabbit in the hat. Your words wouldn't come out. Were you scared or were you unsure?
"Do you love me?" He repeated the question.
You ask the dumbest questions ever...
Time was running, and it was running fast.
"Do you love me?" He asked again, this time your foreheads were touching, never breaking eye contact. "Do you love me?" Your heart thumped.
I love you... I really do. Why can't you see that? Are you that blind? What do you see in her that you can't in me? is it her beauty? or do you just like to linger your feelings on her? I wish for once you'd look at me in the eyes and say that you love me instead of asking me. It's hard enough, you have no idea how much I've loved you. From your blabbering about your past lover, your tears of being hurt, your touch from friendliness, your hugs from warmth, your laugh from joy, your presence... Your existence. I love everything about you. No matter how I try to reach out to you, you always end up with her. Why can't you see me? Has she blinded you? Am I like a passing ghost that you can only feel but not see? Will you ever see my flames of feelings for you? Can't you feel or hear my heart beat fast whenever you're close? Have you built a wall between us? I endured everything till the end. But I guess you couldn't see nor feel it. I know your head is filled with your past lover, your heart only beats for her, and your eyes can only see her. Every time you speak her name, I could feel the happiness in it. But when you talk to me, you feel bland and bored. Perhaps this is the best for us, for us to be apart. I know you'll be happier with her, you'll have great memories together, and I'm happy for you. But I want you to know that... Whatever happens, or wherever you'll be, even if there comes a time that you'll forget me, or a time that you'll love me... I'll be here... Waiting.
I love you.
"I don't... I don't love you, Georgi." You responded, you looked down, breaking eye contact. The warm tears were slowly rolling down your face, Georgi lifted your chin up, and kissed your forehead. A warm kiss, a friendly kiss. A kiss of good bye, a kiss of never seeing him again. You closed your eyes and savored the moment. The warm feeling on your forehead suddenly vanished. You opened your eyes, Georgi was smiling, but not a happy one, it was a faint yet a sad smile. He wiped your tears. His touch... You'll surely miss it.
"Good bye, (Y/N)." He said and started walking away. You watched him slowly distancing until he was no longer visible. You cried your heart out. "I love you. I love you. I love you." Was all you could mutter.
Georgi's POV
"I don't love you." Lies. it's all lies. I know it's a lie. I waited for her to say it was a joke, but I guess she was serious, and from then on... I knew I had to let her go. The person who loved all of me, the person who never gets tired of my bullshit. I guess it's all over. I had to accept the painful truth. But I really wished and hoped, that it was all a lie. I love her, I thought she felt the same. I guess I was too assuming.
I saw her cry, it broke me. I kissed her forehead to calm her, oh how i'll miss her forehead, the forehead that I love giving kisses to. I hope one day you'll see me more than a friend, (Y/N). This kiss means I love you, but I guess she didn't see it that way.
It broke my heart.
Please be a lie.
Please say it's a joke.
I wiped her warm tears, it burned me. Knowing that the tears she's shedding is from hurt and distress, I love you (Y/N), not her. Why can't you see that? Are you blind? Can't you see me? Please... Please look at me.
I don't want to let go, but perhaps this is for the best. Maybe I'm not the one for her. Maybe she loves someone else, someone better.
But, I want you to know, that wherever you are, or whoever you'll end up with, or maybe one day you'll learn to love me. I'll be right here... Waiting for you, but for now... I guess the only thing I can do right now is wish you all the best and be happy for you.
"Good bye, (Y/N)" I said with pure bitterness, but I hid it behind a faint smile. A smile that hid the pain I was feeling. I felt like my heart breaking into a million pieces. It hurt. But I had to accept it.
I walked away with a heavy weight on my shoulders, tears rolling down my eyes not seeing clear, and a broken heart, that only she was able to mend. Maybe one day we'll meet and be happy together right? I could only wish for that right now, but what I really wanted to say to you was...
I love you.
-FIN-

YOU ARE READING
(ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥ Yuri On Ice x Reader ~ ❄ ❆ ❤ ☜(ˆ▿ˆc)
Fanfiction*Speaks in Viktor's English Dub voice* Hello Everybody! Starting today, all stories of these cutie ice skaters shall be in this book. I'm going to write all of them here, and I hope you will like them. *winks* ok lol. I'll stop DI...