Just thinking

Perception

Today after 2 and half months i was standing on weight machine wondering if its broken or something....
That was so Cz it was showing my weight 13 kg less than my last check....
Well at time i was shocked too and decided in my brain this machine is confirm broken...
Bcoz it was showing 7 kg more than my average weight well,
The point of my whole boring discussion was,
My weight altered during this whole journey so do my emotions and my thoughts.
When i used to be more fat, i used to have that fits that i m getting uglier and uglier sometimes i cried a lot...
One Day i was so sick of my that weight issue that i thought of dying.
Or making myself ill..
Then in next session when i told my shrink what i think he answered me something worth remembering...
He said who are the people that u actually believer do love u..
I answered precisely...
Then he asked dis their love changed with your weight..?
I answered no..
The he said that weight only matters for people who don't know you,they are not actually part of your life bcoz they don't matter to you...
And further said did it ever effect u any useful time
I answered no
Well i didn't believe it that time...
And then 2 months passed and thing get better ,m still fat leas fat...
But today i was thinking that now if i am changed does it really matter..
Well i receive the answer in my brain.
No you feel like the same old person...
It doesn't matter of you look from our body its our personality that leave impact not appearance its all going on a wrong way...