This is an old song I wrote for my first boyfriend, written over two years ago. Thank you for reading!
The thought of you brings a smile to my face
The happiness you bring cannot be replaced
By some other guy...
Yet somehow, I don't know why
I find that the thought you does not bring butterflies
Though I can see by the sparkle in your eyes
That your love is genuine and true
If only I could feel more for you
You are trying so hard to earn my love
Yet it may seem that it is never enough
The truth is, you do make my heart soar
But my love for you in nothing more
Than that of a close brother
It is amazing that you know how
To avoid conflicts somehow
It is as if nothing has ever been wrong
With us all along
Though with every relationship outside
I see pain in lover's eyes
Yet with me and you
There is no hate ever brewing
You are trying so hard to earn my love
Yet it may seem that it is never enough
The truth is, you do make my heart soar
But my love for you in nothing more
Than that of a close brother
I will never try to hurt you
As I probably will never have reason to
As you are just a perfect soul
And even as we grow older
You respect my wishes without question
And I have yet to see someone with so much dedication
Towards such a broken person
With love taking the place of reason
You are trying so hard to earn my love
Yet it may seem that it is never enough
The truth is, you do make my heart soar
But my love for you in nothing more
Than that of a close brother
If only I could learn how to love right
But this romance is making me go into fight or flight
It is hard for me to learn to love another
Maybe one day when we are older
You will understand
That for me to hold the hand
Of another guy
It just doesn't feel right....
You are trying so hard to earn my love
Yet it may seem that it is never enough
The truth is, you do make my heart soar
But my love for you in nothing more
Than that of a close brother
You are amazing, Kyle
Spending my time with you is worth my while
But I just can't love farther
Than the love of a brother.
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SyntheticHeart's Poems and Songs
PoesíaHere are some of the poems and songs I wrote! There is a story behind each and every one of these poems and songs, and I want to share them with the world. Thank you for reading! Note: On May 10, 2019, many works were removed from this collection du...