Bite Me (Stopped)

Chapter 16 Shattered

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++++++Ray's POV++++++

Remus and I ran till he decided to finally stop. I don't know what he's doing or where we are going but...I trust him. We were out of the fog. I think we've arrived. "Well, well...if it isn't Remus? How's the drugs dealing?" A voice suddenly popped up making me jump back in surprise. "Who's your pretty friend over there? A lover?" He laughed. Remus growled and he put his arm before me, shielding me. "Show yourself!!!!! I know you hide!! You fucker!!!" The atmosphere was intense.

I heard him laugh. My lover looked as if he's about to go insane. His eyes looked as if he is ready to rip someone, anyone, into shreds. "Remus...?" I spoke. Slap My mind went blank and the scenery in front of me changed. For one thing the world was sideways and the view seemed to be rushing, racing and speeding to the end. I then realized that it was me who was flying out. "Ray!!!" Remus roared. I heard a woman's voice. "Don't get in our way...stupid mutt." She spoke. "We don't have any business with you. So you better hop along and get outta here." My vision cleared. I saw her standing before me. She was a beautiful woman clad in black. She had long, platinum blonde hair and her eyes were the color as snow. Her glare as cold as ice. Her lips twisted to a corrupted smirk. Her eyes bore down on me like judgment.

She raised her foot and it came down hard, connecting to my stomach. I coughed. She laughed. "Don't be so hard on him now. Quickly finish him. The least we can do." The man spoke as if sympathizing with me, as if he's really being generous. He appeared by her side out of thin air. He winked at her. I heard footsteps stomping rashly upon the ground. "Get your mother fucking stinkin' foot off of him you crazy bitch!!!" Remus punched then woman mercilessly. I saw her nose bleeding. "You asshole!!!!!!" She screamed. "Enough." It was quiet and threatening. The man made a stop sign in front of Remus and the woman. "We are here to discuss a certain issue. Killing each other now won't solve anything. You can kill each other later." He declared with a sneer.

Remus picked me up from the ground. My limbs felt raw. Am I stupid or what? Because for what ever reason, I cannot grasp what is going on. They hate each other that's for sure. He moved in front of me protectively. "Marcus has come to see you." Remus's body tensed. I can feel his unease. It was as if he was scared. But that's not possible. He's not scared of anything. He don't know the first thing about fear! Right...? That's impossible. But looking at his back before me made me doubt that. In all of the years and days I've known him, he wasn't capable of knowing fear. He's a daredevil! He's the damned devil himself!! So...why is his reaction so frightened. Why is his fists shaking so much? What happened between all this years we weren't together? What happened to him to make him feel scared of someone...?

"Hide...is this the truth?" He addressed to the mysterious man. Hide nodded. The woman glared at us but didn't say anything. His eyes were hard but I knew he was nervous. "Marcus is waiting." The man answered before he and that woman disappeared like smoke. His clenched fists were shaking so bad. "Remus...I-" I began. "Ray! I...I have to do something for myself. I fear that I won't be able to protect you. But please, hold on." He stared at me straight in the eye. "Ray...remember that I am a bad person. The guy I will be meeting is a worse being than me. If I am the scum of earth...he is the evil in devil. I guess what I am trying to say is that I might die in this fight. Or I'll win and finally get him off my back and be free." He chuckled lightly. "Ray, all my work has been paid off." He gave me a hard to swallow kind if smile.

I couldn't say anything. He started to walk to another self made path. I watched him carefully in front of me. I could never figure out what goes on in his mind. He's always off on his own, doing everything for himself. And he's good at it. What's he thinking? Remus moved on faster and faster by the minute. It wasn't hard keeping up to him thanks to my wolf side. He looked cheerful enough...but there's something dark about it. He seemed tensed yet eerily calm. Remus moved within the forest as if his body was in a trance. Never hesitating. Never ceasing.

Soon enough we've reached the end of our territory and into the humans. When we've arrived the night had passed and became morning. It was sunny and bright there. Everyone was so busy and noisy. They were like bees. I noticed Remus back disappear within the gathering crowd in front of me. I tried my best to follow. What's wrong with him? It's as I'd he's trying to loose me. I was lost within the crowd. I panicked. Where is he? My heart was on my throat. A deep sinking feeling spread throughout my gut. I wanted to puke. "Remus!!" I yelled. I felt so desperate. The faces of the strangers in the street began to blend in all together. I wanted to cry.

Where are you!? I screamed in my mind. Where are you, Remus? I pleaded over and over for him to find me. For him to stop somewhere so I can find him. I finally saw his figure. I ran as fast and as hard as I could to him. "REMUS!! Remus...Remus!!!" I screamed, yelled, and hollered. He didn't stop. What the fuck is going on? I gulped but there was nothing to gulp down. My mouth was dry and parched. By this time I was on the verge of tears. Remus, my love, please... He finally stopped and for the first time he looked back at me. My whole soul sprang back to happiness. Foolish I know, however I don't care. Not anymore. I spent way too much time...I lost too much time. A grin crept to my face, "Remu-" But then I saw his face, it was a stranger. No, it was still him. But he seemed like an entirely different person. His eyes were cold and cruel. There was nothing humane and loving in his gaze. They weren't the eyes of the person I've been making love with. They weren't the eyes of the man I risked my life and loyalty for. He became a stranger in that moment.

Everything blurred. It was just him and me against this crowd. He was right in front of me...so close...but so very far. He stared at me, his red eyes glowing in a sinister way. "You're still there?" His voice was harsh and bored. Like I am just anyone to him. Like all the love he ever had was gone. He shook his head in annoyance. "Tch I suggest you leave now. I've lost all reasons to keep you by my side. Simply put, I don't need you anymore." His words stung me so bad. I felt like I was stabbed a thousand fold. My heart grew heavy. I know when he lies. He wasn't lying. His eyes were so blunt, so straightforward, so sure and cunning. He was so cold. A shiver went down my spine. And it wasn't the usual arousing way either. It was a heartfelt fear. He smiled. In that split second a small glimmer of hope jumped in delight but it shattered as soon as he spoke. "Thanks, your ass felt good for a while." He turned around.

I wanted to scream back to him but I couldn't find my words. I wanted to run to him and hold him back but I couldn't find the energy to move my legs. I couldn't move. I couldn't even cry. Everything stopped for a while. But I saw him walking away from me. His back fading. "Is this supposed to be a joke? Because I'm not laughing!!" I spoke shakily. He was walking away!! "Remus," I glared, "for Christ's sake!!" What? What could I say? I was drawing a blank. I didn't know how to react. Then he was gone. Just left me. This pain and anger; this desperation and longing; did I made him feel this when I left him for my wedding day. Is this my karma? I laughed pathetically to myself. What did I even suspected from him? What did I even ever expected from him!? Nothing. I wanted nothing more than to punch the living shit out of him. Bastard.... I wanted to cry so bad. But I didn't. Instead...I slapped myself and started walking after him. He can't leave me. Not anymore. It's my turn.

I'm sorry everyone. That's all for now. I'm so tired. Comment. I mean it.