And The Snakes Start To Sing

"ive lost part of me

tell you're friends to sharpen their teeth

there is a few quid to be made ...

and my souls a sorry state

so come on down you empty lovers , wolves come down from you're unfinished wood work

and THE SNAKES COME OUT TO SING ......." - bring me the horizon

" HELP MEEEEEEEE ' i screamed on the top of my lungs . i banged on what seemed like wood , or plastic .

then i felt something on my shoulders , and i screamed more . i then saw lights , and i realized i was in my room . my mom had her hands gripped tightly on my shoulders .

"m-mom " i said shaking . " oh , honey ." she cried as she released me .

"i came as soon as i heard you scream , is it that dream again ?" she said .

her face was blotchy from her crying . she then pulled me into a huge , a very tight hug. why do i keep dreaming of that place , and it was very warm ...not HOT .

fuck , i didnt take my medication . i start to get out from under the .blankets and head to the bathroom and open the cabinet . I picked up the bottle and un-twisted the cap and took two out . they weren't large pills but sorta freaked me out when I took them cause I don't wanna choke and Lately I have been scared too not take the medication cause of the stupid fucking dream .

I brush my teeth as well and then I remember I didn't even FUCKNG eat yet . I felt really frustrated because I went down to the kitchen and look through the cabinets and there was no cereal .-.

no milk and I didn't feel like making eggs and stuff so I just went back into my room and got out of my boxers . Yes, I wear boxers cuz' they are comfy and light . I put on my panties and put my skinny jeans on and my long sleeved shirt .

my phone rang and I got out of the closet and picked it up "hello ?" I said . "hey , are you coming over today ?" . I tensed up for a second and replied " it depends , who is this ?" I said . " its your brother Jacob , knob head ." he said chuckling . I relaxed and fell in my bed " oh . it still depends ,aha." I laughed . " I must of forgot to make a contact for you on my phone ." I told him . " What you gonna put ? bff ? some girly shit ." he replied sarcastically . I still laid there with my head in the pillow . " Sure , why not . yodo...." I said exaggerated . I known Jacob since we were five ... it was weird how we meet because his parents let him wonder off and my parents took him to the police and on the way we became childhood besties . I always stayed in contact with him and we visit each other every other day . You probably think there is something between us if you saw us in public but WE ARE NOT but of course I would keep it a secret if I did lmao .

"Aye , I got to let you go Jacob . " I said putting the phone to my ear turning of the speaker phone . " School ?" he asked . " Duh , you have school to " I sighed slipping slowly off the bed and put my bag over my shoulder . " Ok , well by have a good day ." and I hung up in him . I groaned a little realizing I had to also meet up with my friend for a project after school so I will just text him when I can come over .i walked down the stairs I to the kitchen and y mom wa sitting there watching tv and she turned around " better hurry to catch you're bus I hear it , hun. have a nice day . I ran towards the door and stumbled to get to the bus stop before it leaves . I waved my arms as trying to flag it down for it to stop . the bus keep going down the street and I have up on it am flailing my arms around in frustration "fFUCK YOU ToO THEN cock sucking bus driver " I yelled and raised my middle finger . I though I should call my mom to come get me because I didn't feel like walking all the way back too the fucking house which was now two miles away . I sighed and slowly breathed in the cold air and so I thought to just skip school today and go hangout at the park but another thing came I into mind and texted Jacob come to park skipping school! . a few minutes later he sent ok , how ? Lmao . I rolled my eyes and put you have a fucking car dumbass and you don't even drive it too school and you could even fucking walk too you're school CX I giggled as the thought of his stupidity . I slowly walked to the park which was a mile ahead of me and took me around fifteen minutes and I saw Jacob sitting near a Punic table and I hollered at him " having fun waiting for me knob head , aha" and I walked towards him . something blurred my vision as a guy with a black mask grabbed my face and I automatically kicked him and squirmed in his grasp . jacob still sitting at the stable stared with his eyes in dis belief at what he was seeing and next thing I know is I got shoved in the back of a white van and blacked out as I was clocked in the head .