Of all the things I've made in life
loving and living is the hardest part. Because i tried to love despite the fact that i know it could break my heart.
Live because someone gave me life to live. air to breathe.
you only got a choice in life. There's matter over matter coz if there's none, what would be its purpose.
I tried to walk away, I've always been the best. I always get what i want. I never failed myself even if everyone else fails me. I trusted noone except me. I never got a friend around i try to push myself away from anybody else.
I am afraid of the people that surrounds me. I am afraid of being left behind and maybe that's the reason why i have no one around, i am always the one who's leaving. I am afraid of failures and rejection because i have always been the best.
and that's the worst part of it.
