Schizophrenia //h.s

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'Schizophrenia :Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that makes it hard to: Tell the difference between what is real and not real'

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I see her face , her wide smile ,her ecstatic hazel eyes that pull me into a trance. She walks up to me and reaches up to touch my shoulder and then giggles.

"Hi Harry." Her beautiful voice rings through my ears. She stares at me with those eyes of hers and smiles again.

"Hi" I breathe out. My heart flutters in my chest as I stare at her. The love of my life. The one that with one look makes me go crazy. Her lips turn downward as she looks around the room with white walls and broken glass pieces. I look at them and remember how I threw the bottle glass across the room last night. I was having another one of my nights where I felt like complete shit. All I wanted was her but she was here once again. She was visiting me again.

"Harry , you need to stop." She says to me with a frown. I can't help but feel terrible knowing I caused that frown. Oh how I wish that she would smile. I wish I could see her smile twenty-four seven . She looks beautiful when she smiles. I reach up to stroke her cheek and feel her smooth skin under my fingers , she leans into my touch and my heart once again starts to race. I want to reach out and hug her. Tell her much she means to me. I want to cuddle her , touch her , claim her. I just want her.

A tear makes its way down my cheek.

"Don't leave again." I plead her because I know soon she will leave. She smiles at me but sighs. She reaches for me and I take her into my arms , I look down at her and she stares up at me.

I smile at her and blink. When I open my eyes again there is nobody there. She left again ,just like she does every day after visiting me. I feel my body go back to being numb because without her I am nothing. I don't feel nothing. I don't even feel like living. I need her but she only comes once or twice a day. I don't know why she keeps leaving me.

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