i wont tell,if you ......!-Chris X Ricky

CHRIS'S POV

i slipped my hand into Ricky's hand and smiled at his his eyes were glossy so i pulled him aside and ask"Rick whats wrong " i knew that i was acting like i was his boyfriend but i ar'nt although i wish i were,anyway Ricky doesn't swing that way,he swung his arms around my waist and started to cry,"aw ricky whats wrong?" he sniffled a little until he quietly answered"C...Chriss...i.i..hav..e..to.tell.l..you some...thing..." i was a little nervous so i tried to comfort him "yes love" ....."I'm a faggot" ,"that's great Rick",i laughed,he looked up at me and smiled a little"Oh and before i forget i believe its gay, oh and so am i"'

just then the biggest smile appeared on his face and hugged me tighter.i didn't want to freak Ricky out by saying i love you so i decided id wait till later on to tell him,i quickly realized we were still hugging there in complete silence i reluctantly let go..."so who's the special someone? i asked hoping he'd say me and if it wasn't i didn't really want to know who it was..."oh no one specific"Hun if you ever want to talk I'm here for you"i replied clearly seeing through his lies before he walked over to the boys i pulled him back again and whispered "your a bad liar,i wanna know who you like" i released him he looked a little frightened so i grabbed his ass and squeezed then i realized Ricky had just gasped and then i don't no kinda like he had an orgasm ..not to patty my self on the back or anything but i silently thought to my self I'm gonna get in that boys pants he shot a glance at me and smirked i winked at him.now i was hoping that my way of telling him i like him was working and not seem like I'm just messing about with him cause hes gay

but when he told me i though for a moment he was only saying that to see if i liked him but i wasn't ready to tell him so i didn't .I walked back to the bus and all the guys were smiling "you made a little boy very happy Chris "Balz said only then ghost said"what did you do rape him then give him sweets"we all chuckled at this then i taped my nose signaling them to stop being so nose and said "yeah i raped him" .I no i shouldn't be saying this but i wanted to i liked all the kinky shit and i wanted Ricky to be mine ,in pain,or be forced into something but still like it,i would like a moment like this

he would walk into the room and all the boys would be in another bands bus partying and me and him would be the only ones there and id say "Ricky come here and sit on my lap"he'd hesitate but join me sitting on my lap"now turn around"id whisper he would follow my instructions and turn around then he start kissing ,biting and sucking on my neck then id let out a low growl and he'd like my bottom lip and then bite ,id grab his ass squeezing it pushing him closer to me then id push him of and tell him to get on his knees and close his eye and force him to swallow back my entire length and then he gag and look up as if to say please stopped ,he'd cry i'd push him down more but we'd also have a safe word so i no he enjoying it and so on and so forth I WAS GOING TO HAVE MY WAY WITH HIM IF IT WAS THE LAST THING I COULD DO

I walked back to the bunks and pulled across Ricky's curtain and crawled into him,he was watching Edward scissor hand"oh cool,do you mind if i join you"i smiled he simply returned the smile and moved over so i could sit with him, he rested his head on my shoulder .Ricky silently giggled to himself when some one died ,i thought it was adorable because he tried to hide his perfect smile ,he yawned and i asked him if he wanted me to leave but he just closed his eyes and rested his head on my chest i was getting out until i felt something pulling me i turned my head and it was ricky he moaned and mumbled "no please stay"so i did i no yeah cheeky move but he cuddled up to me and made himself into a ball and slowly drifted of to sleep he seemed to be getting warmer and warmer ,i got worried so i was going to wake him up till he shot up panting...ohhhhh he was sweating "Ricky what's wrong" he was still panting and then he looked at my with his beautiful lust-filled eyes "what oh um i had a dream where..i..i had a bad dream is all" "aw my wittle wicky have a bad dweam " i said in a mocking baby voice he just giggled and wrapped his hands around me

"Hey Ricky you never told me who you like" he paused and looked at me i was getting ready for him to shot me with a heart break....."can i show you" he whispered so quietly i could barley hear him i nodded my head ,he leaned forth and placed his cold thin pale lips and mine the metal bars touching of mine

i rested my hand on his hip hoping I could move it to his ass without him vetting uncomfortable so I slowly moved it.Oh god there it was I ruined my chance of getting with Ricky he snapped his hand over mine and I was waiting for him to move it up but he pulled it over his ass ...i was guessing I didn't move it fast enough for him so he took matters into his own hands and seeded up the process of any hand movements i gently squeezed it and he growled playfully against my lips witch just excited me more so i licked his lip bars and then i lightly bit on his lower lip instead of licking it ,asking for entrance he slowly opened his mouth and i slipped my tongue in and messed about ith he until i pulled him on top pushing his ass making him grind against my hips ...we didn't have much room but we made due i pulled at the bottom of his shirt and he knew i wanted to his to take it off and he did and through it on the floor beside us 

i knew the guys wouldn't mind because they new i was gay and ghost and Balz were together,and honestly i couldn't be happier for them they were perfect together they always did sweet thing like leave a love note on the mirror for them if their taking a shower...all i wanted was to be able to do that with someone of my own ...i wanted to be able to do that with Ricky so badly it nearly killed me  and everyday i seen him without a smile on his perfect flawless face it actually caused me physical pain

but whilst he was grinding i notice something i hadn't seen in to long he smiled a REAL smile it made me so happy that i had caused it so i sat up while i looked at his confused look "did i do something wrong Chris?"   i smiled a friendly smile"god of course not baby,i just want to make you smile more so you lye down and let me take care of you" he smirked and i winked back and he did as i demanded ,he lay his head on the pillow with a mixture of love &lust in his eyes his pail face was indescribable and his perfectly adorable size of well him self he was so petite it was just so freaking cute

i opened the belt on his black XS ripped skinny jeans tugged on them for them to come down and i notice his tiny,pale,cold hands on my sides pulling at my shirt to get it off he succeeded and i trough it on the floor were his was currently placed and i started to plant kisses from him cold plae lips to his neck down to his chest ...he seemed to like his chest being kissed so i rested my lips there evry so of then pulling away to plant a new one in the old you's spot he tangled his fingers in my hair and as i moved down he slowly untangled them i stopped again at his nipple and looked up and him and shot his a cheeky smirk he winked at me and i took that as permission as 'yeah sure chris you can bit lightly down on it ' and i didn't i placed his nipple between my teeth and pulled back a few millimeters he let out a tiny gasp just to match with his tiny self

 i let go slowly kissing down his torso when i got to the line of his boxers i paused and he put his hand on my head and shoved me down "waoh someones being aggressive "i jokingly said only load enough for him t hear cause i wasn't sure if he wanted the guys to know yet

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