The Rose Thats Moved By The Vine: High school love

"boy shut up Mr He Man ha.! " I said to mario as I was looking up to see a boy  walk threw the door of my advisement. I instantly hop up just to have him acknowledge me he was 5"2 and dark skin he had had waves that will make you sea sick, but I liked them. what was wearing a white talk top and basketball shorts and some Nike slides with some mid long white socks. he sat right next to my assigned seat in advisment.

I quickly ran back to my seat now I was wearing a black uniform shirt with billham high-school logo on it with a uniform skirt long black socks to my knee and some uniform shoes and I had individuals as a hair style. as I approach my seat I jump in it knees first and said Hey I'm Lillian he threw up the peace sign and said "What's up?" I have to edmit that was not what uneasy expecting but that wasnt about to stop me from getting him..as soon as I was about to make another attempt to make conversation the bell rung for us to go to 2nd block.

I was deprived just relizing I was going to have to wait until tomorrow to try to talk to him again. so as I walked out my friend Renee come walks beside me and ask me Why I look like that and I said "you see that boy right there? " she said "Yeah what about him." I said "he so cute I like--- in the middle of my sentence I see him walk into my 2nd block I jumped in the hallway full of joy cause he had a class with me. on this day I couldn't have been more anxious to go to class.

So when Renee saw him she said "Oh, he cute get his number for us." as she sat down in her seat. I look at her for a split second with dis belief that she said that. but as I walk to my desk I realized friends come first.  so as I approach my desk I look up because he ask me "is anyone sitting here?" I instantly said No. then I look back at my friend and seen it was an extra seat next to her but yet he choose to sit next to me. that had to man something right? but then Renee walk to my desk and said "write him a Note with my saying that you friend la la like him, put my number on it and ask for his number..  okay?".

I look at her again with disbelief that she's actually trying to get with him  after I told her I like him. but I let it go and I wrote and what I intended was to give him the note and he put number down but he end up text the number on the phone and I wanted to shoot myself three times in the head execution style. because the number on the paper was Renee number I just knew it was over No chance. after school I was on the bus on my way home when Renee called me and just started talking about everything her and him was talking about which mad me even more bitter.

the next day I got into a brief dis agreement with a girl she was being a disrespect ass bitch. she had been fucking my sister boyfriend later that day my boyfriend caught me starting at the boy I like and he wanted to argue. so after dance practice were out side and were arguing and a girl walks up she say Damon he turns with a big smile and give her a hug as I observe this ruthless ass bitch name nikki she was light skin bald headed big breast and No ass and I observed I realized I don't Have time for reckless ness so I thought this would be a perfect time to break up but it only leaded to another argument after that I went home. the next day the boy who I like stop me in the hall way and started walking with me said I saw you yesterday getting rowdy in the cafeteria and all I wanted to him while he  was talking was kiss.him and let him take my virginity with his big still that was intent threw there jeans he was wearing.

later they day at lunch I went on a hunt to find him and I did and the first trying I asked was "Hey you like Renee? he said maybe, maybe not. I look and I walked tried to walk he said Why so I walked from next to him to the other side and I said "well she like you." he said "and?" I smiled on the inside cause I had a little  ounce that he didn't like her but I couldn't get enough courage to ask for his number so the first thing I could think of was..... "text he me. my phone off" he called I said "No text me" as I laugh nervously and when he text me I said "thanks" and I walked off. then I firmly introduced myself

me:  Hey I'm Lillian

him: Hey I'm jamare

so we continued to talk and flirt he ask me did I have a boyfriend I said Yes but when i got  Home my boyfriend called me and told me he kissed Nikki Oh I flipped shit!

in the mix of me flipping shit jamare  asked me did I like him I pulled that maybe on him he replied it's okay I like you to and he asked me out I said hold on I called my son to be ex damon and told him we was over and told jamare Yes I would love to be your girl we were both happy but his Phone was going dead but when he got home he told new we can't tell Renee she gone get mad that we are together.... this was the begining me and Renee ending relationship....