the one he never saw bxb

Chapter 1 bad beginnings

Eric's p.o.v

Life was always bland for me, the dull sky's in the city never seemed to get brighter and the loneliness ate away at my soul. I was the middle child, ignored by my parents and blamed on for everything. I remember when I was young and my parents actually paid attention to me, but then my younger sister came into the picture and it all changed. They became less tolorent with my actions and distanced themselves from me, I didn't under stand why but I started to crave their attention so I started to act out more, Getting into trouble and fighting with my siblings.

I finally was cut out of the family and sent into the shadows by them, with repulsed stares and angry words, no matter how much I tried , the didn't want anything to do with me and eventually I accepted it and completely shut them out, every one out. I began to build walls around me, afraid that they would want nothing to do with me and Just hurt me like every else did.
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BANG! BANG! BANG! "Eric get you a** up, your going to be late!" My father yelled through the door, I sighed and made sure I had everything i need for school, I had my school books, one pen , my phone with a black case and had a skull on it and my ear buds. I opened my door and walked down the stairs,which were decorated with picture frames of our family, and passed the kitchen and set my stuff down. I shuffled into the dinning room and open the pantry, grabbing a bag of chips for lunch, and an green apple (which were my favorite) and sat on the floor waiting for my siblings Ashton and Lucy. Ashton was your typical jock, he basically played every sport available and was very handsome,but didn't have a good personality. All he cared about was to be popular and loved by girls and to get laid, I detest him for that.you shouldn't toy with someone's emotions just to get them to sleep with you.

Unlike Lucy was a melodramatic egomaniac cheerleader, who took forever in the bathroom and had to look perfect every day. She hung around with my brother and her boyfriend was the captain of the football team, but came home everyday crying about how he's cheating on her.

" I can't believe their my siblings.."
I sighed and rubbed my eyes, sleep still holding a tight grip on me "Hey, good morning fagot.." Ashton grinned evily and kicked my foot, " alright, ready to got to school." Lucy said loudly , gaining the attention of my father "pretty as ever pumpkin" he gave her a kiss and ushered every one out the door, when I passed him he gave me a look of distaste. Like usual.

I sat in th back with Lucy, listening to my favorite playlist, and ignoring their conversation while looking out the window. Soon we pulled up to the high school we all went to, it was called Medford high, it was very serine and peacfull,but the same cAr be he said about the students. We pulled up to the school,people were getting out of their cars and off of the busses.

"Have a good day at school lucy and ash!"I grabbed my bag and hurried out, mumbling a bye my mom and slinkling through the crowds of people to my locker.

  When I finally made it to my locker , I put in the combination and pulled it open, and to my surprise trash fell out of it and I only just barley dodged it. Everything I had in it was destroyed   and covered in garbage, " haha!" The group of people who bullied me laughed at me causing all eyes to be glued to me. I felt embarrassment rush through me and my face heat up, I bit my lip as they continued to laugh at me. Their obnoxious chortle rung in my ears and I hung my head low, I grabbed my stuff and rushed from the scene. " I can't believe that happened. And they just stood there, looking at me..am I really that worthless?" I thought running to my first class. The rest of my day went like this, being humiliated by others and being badgered for the little money that I had saved up on my own.

At my last class, the teacher mad a sudden announcement " class,settle down. You have a projects that is due may first, it must be completed with a partner that I assign you and it must be a book report. You must write your ruminations of it and present it to me." People groaned in discomfort, but I was happy, reading was one of my favorite pass times.

" now, now, hush so I can partner you up." She began listing off people, but I knew I would probably be doing most of the work.

Finally she said my name, and I perked up " Eric Dawson and Leo Grant, go ahead and sit together" I had a look of horror written across my face as a tall, muscular handsome man got up and made his way over .

" I have to work with him?! This can't be happening! He's one of the jocks who push me around, although all he's ever done was push or shove me into the locker and give me a couple of punches here and there" I played with every step he took towards me, I wanted to run and hide from those gorgeous honey brown eyes.  "Hey squirt, better get an A on this.." he said in a somewhat husky tone " wouldn't want to fail.." did u also mention that his father is the principle?

" n- No, t-that would be terrible. Y- you would jump m- me.." I mumbled shrinking in my seat.

He smirked and sat down next to me, and leaned onto his fist. I looked at my hands ' why is he looking at me like that?' My ears turned red and I looked everywhere but at him.

Ever since I first saw him, I had thought he was amazing. He was outgoing and robust, but he was also cool calm and collective, which won over many girls hearts at school.
His honey brown eyes could stare into anyone's would and make them tremble with fear.

The bell finally rung and I jumped out of my seat " I'll work on the report, you can relax, I'll handle it ok bye!" I rushed out of the class before he could say anything.

I grabbed my phone as I was rushing down the hallway, not pay mg attention, trying to dinde a copy of a book that would be an easy A, until I crashed into someone,making me drop my phone and fall backwards.

" Hey watch were your going emo,"  I looked up to see Jacob, one of the people who bully me,to be more specific he's one of the people who beat me up, big time. " s- sorry ..i was... i..im.." " Hey boys, let's teach him a lesson" he fruends surrounded me and got ready to beat me.

  I began to shake, as they crept closer, my breath began to become shallow, then they struck. I felt like a deer in headlights , they began to push me back and forth until I tried over my foot and fell at Jackson's feet.

I looked up at him, years welling up in my eyes and all he did was smirk down on me, knowing he had the upper hand today.

I whimpered  pathetically as they kicked me simutainiously, and laughed. I curled up in a feeble attempt to protect myself, I could taste the copper flavor of blood in my mouth.

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A/n: I decided that I wasn't happy with first attempt, so I decided to edit a little and change a few things and make it a bit of a cliff hanger of sorts. Comment , vote and do all that jazzy stuff. 😀 or whatever you want to do