If U can't come home, where will U go?

A Dream...and goodbye,

I had a dream, I kept on walking barefooted... Bypassing trees on a seemingly endless road.
My tears kept falling, but I'm not hurt, I don't feel a thing.
I start to recall to which when I was really young.. But,
I don't remember the feelings at that time.. I've seen myself smile, laugh.. cry, but never been afraid..
Still walking I hear a voice, No...! No...! Sobbing.. crying... I don't know why.. but I tried to tilt my head, to listen harder... but the voice is becoming much faint..
And I forgot about it.
I kept walking, I feel like its getting dark.
But I don't see the end of the road.
I tried to hum, hmmmn .... hmmmn... . Hmmmn.. images lots and lots of them is now what I'm walking at. Is that me?
Yes... the wind whispered..yes..
Come... run... fly...
I start to fly... to soar... higher, and higher.. and its not dark anymore.
I see the greens turns to white....
I... I.. don't see anyone. Why?
Where are the people,? Someone? Is someone here.. with me?
Silence........

.........
I'm alone... I kept on flying but I'm not tired.

Ah... I must be dreaming... again, huh... my heart...it aches... I suddenly wanted to cry..
I know I must be what you can call a nervous wreck...

And then I see a door,... It start to loomed over me, it became a... house,
I softly land in front of the door and tried the knob.
It won't open, again and again I tried to open one door and another to no avail...

Why won't you open for me? I ask..

The house became full of mist, and they start to form...
 
As people...
Mom?.... Dad?... my brother... and then my two sisters...and
Others... I know them!
All of them my families , and friends,...
I hurriedly knocks on the door, louder!,
tok! Tok! tok!   And  I..
I started banging the door!

Mom!!! Dad!!! Open up!! It's me Elise!!
Mom!! Dad!!! Please! ...
  Anyone!!!..??
It went on and on,but they are ignoring me!. .
I'm still sobbing, I came at the biggest window, furiously I wave and waved, but
It's like they don't see me, I think they  don't even hears me...

What is going on?
I don't know what to do or think anymore!
 
I'm forgetting something,
Think Elise... think...

And then they are all gone, pooof!

I'm suddenly alone again,
The house became a mist.
I can't see a thing,

Again I heard crying, sobbing...

She is still so young!.. why?! Sob.. sob..

Oh, my poor baby, it's ok now.. sob.. sob...

We love you Elise!...

No! This is not real! It can't be!!

The wind blows... it whisper

Try to remember Elisssseee....

Remember what exactly?!

My heart start to trob painfully.
Is this a dream? I want to go home please ..
Wake up please! Wake me up..

My head hurts, images started pouring in my head...___________
_______....

I start remembering....

And I start seeing them clearly the owner of the voices I'm hearing...
I just lose it...
my knees loses it strenght,
my tears pour harder, and yes I remember, I can't come back...

Sorry Mom, sorry Dad...

I can't be home anymore...

I see them... 
But they won't see me anymore,
They won't hear me anymore..

I wanted to say goodbye, please...
The wind whisper ..
  Whisper.... whisper.. to them,
Can I?
Yes... dear child,

I'm sorry... I love you guys.... so so much!!! Goodbye....
 
And everything blurred,
I know it's the end of the journey..

I'm ready, but still I ask....
Where will U go?
If You don't have a home anymore...

And everything is filled with white, while a voice whisper...

Alas... you are home,..
Dear child..,