To The Guy Who Opened Her Heart Again

She used to be a big fan of first loves since that's what she have read on books and watched on movies. Clearly, there is so much emphasis on every person's first love. As what she used to believe, your first love should always be the last one too. Little did she know, that idea is absolutely wrong in so many ways.

She got her heart broken by her first love and even told herself that she'd never love again. And then you came in to her life. You met each other and asked herself, 'why not try again this time? This thing might work out. You might be the one I have been waiting for all my life. You might save me from the depths of my agony and despair.'

So she opened her heart for you. She lowered the boundaries around her heart for you to be able to get in. You pushed through the walls she used to protect herself because she had been hurt so badly before. She let you in. Now you're inside her heart. She fell inlove with you. She had discovered that she have the ability to fall inlove again after that soul-wrecking, gut-wrenching heartache she went through.

It's been a long time since she opened her heart to somebody else and it's been a while since she felt what love feels like. It must be tough for her, starting all over again with a new lover - because that will really take time to let you know what her favorites are, what she disgusts the most and to know more about her and that thing goes the same with her knowing everything about you, too.

You made her believe in second chances. That everyone is worthy of it.

You made her believe in love again after her heart was crushed into tiny pieces. She used to be broken but now here she is, loving you with all her might. Because you taught her to fall in love again. You made her put her first love aside, something she never imagined she would be able to do.

You brought her so much happiness, she never thought she would be able to feel again. You made her laugh. You made her want to be goofy and silly always. You gave her that calm and warm feeling. You gave her that roller coaster kind of feeling with that twists, turns, loop-de-loops, plummets, and uphill climbs—in other words, you made her feel how exhilarating and exciting it is to fall inlove again.

You made her stop believing that all guys would treat her bad and break her heart. It is so easy to believe all guys are the same. It is easy to believe because that is her way of protecting herself from being hurt again. Her defense mechanism, perhaps.

You may not be her first love and first date but she will make you feel like you are her firsts in everything and that she is the firsts in your everything, too. Like, making you feel like you just fell inlove for the first time.

It must be really tough for her before, but now, she is eternally grateful that you bumped into her life. You helped her see the wonders of falling in love again. She stopped believing in fairytales, thinking that these were just nasty childhood stories that made us think happily ever afters do exist. Yet now, here she is starting to believe at it again, hoping that you are each other's happily ever after.

You changed her perspective about first loves. It is not the one that matters the most, but it is actually the one who opens your heart again—and in her case, that is absolutely you, her second and most importantly, her best love. ♥