Troubled

Chapter 1

I stumbled into my house feeling very dizzy. I walked into the kitchen and turned the coffee maker on and got a pain killer out of the cupboard. Yes I'm drunk you know why because I don't give a crap about life. Some people say I'm a alcoholic and some people say I drink my pains away. My mom tried sending me to some rehab place when I was 17 years old. That's when she found out I went out to bars and drank. But here I am living on my own at 19 years old. I dropped out of high school when my mom tried getting me to go to rehab. Gosh I don't need help I'm fine. Yes I should probably go home but that means I'll have to be sober all the time.

Honestly I would rather be drunk all the time but I can't do that. I go to our local bar every night. Some nights I don't drink but that's very rare. So my name is Summer Betts yeah my parents suspected that I would be a sweet innocent girl so they gave me a girly name. I have brown eyes and black hair. I have cuts on my wrists. Sometimes the pain just gets to me. I've had tons of boyfriends I've cheated on a couple of them. Some have cheated on me. But at this moment I'm single.

After I drank some coffee and took a pain killer I went to bed. I went Be thinking what would have happened if my dad had never left us when I was 16.

*sleeping...but...dreaming*

"I'm home" my dad called through our mansion.

"Dad did you get me that phone you said you would?" I asked him.

He then handed me a case with a apple on the top. Yes he did. I let out a squeal and jumped in his arms. He patted my back. "Your welcome sweetie. You know I love you and always will"

"I know daddy. Thanks so much. I'm going to go activate it! I'll be right back for dinner" I said then ran up to my room which was baby pink. I really quick activated the iPhone 4S. And ran downstairs with the phone in my butt pocket.

"What's for dinner" I asked

"Your favorite and my favorite lobster!" my dad said.

*waking up*

I shot up with a start and clutched my chest. My gosh that was a nightmare. I haven't had a dream like that for a couple of months.

I got up deciding that I wasn't going back to sleep anytime soon. I looked at the clock and it was already morning. Huh I must have slept all night without knowing it. I stood up but soon realized I had a hangover and my head started hurting.