It's not that simple

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Amnesia above
"Get up now"my bestfriend yelled storming into my bedroom like I had did something wrong she beat on my bed for a second before I decided to get up
"What it's summer and it's only 12:00"I yelled back rubbing my eyes immediately regretting raising my voice scared of what she will do because of my sudden outburst I mean I've never yelled before I usually don't even talk to people only her because I'm weird and socially awkward
"Is that all you got"she laughed throwing her phone on my lap and laying back on my bed "now tell me what you see"I rubbed my eyes again looking down to the screen my eyes watering from the burning sensation the light caused
"That's harry styles he liked you're photo?" I questioned her slowly I wasn't a huge fan of him I mean he's not bad I was more into 5sos I mean have you saw Michael Clifford
"No that's you're account"I looked down to see she was telling the truth
"Maybe it was an accident "I said calmly watching as she tried to catch her breath
"An accident you're account is fucking private "she yelled at me again her voice making me jump as it was not expected
"Why are you freaking out calm it"I giggled crawling over to her patting her back grabbing my water from the nightstand and handing to her she calmed down but stared off into the distance as if she were watching the sunset or watching something beautiful unfold right before her eyes
"Why couldn't he have noticed me "she cried suddenly turning and cuddling into my shoulder
"I have an idea "I quickly grabbed her phone and wiped away her tears "now smile"I said getting ready to take a picture holding the phone right in front of me I blew up my cheeks and crossed my eyes taking a picture "there"I posted it to instagram my small fingers tapping along the keyboard as I wrote the caption"what would I do without my bestfriend❤😘"
"Now if he ever notices me again which he won't he can say hey look at the cute girl beside her"I smiled at her and smiled back her tears dried up "now let's go swimming"she nodded quietly and I got up shuffling to the drawer pulling out two Bathing suits and throwing one at her keeping the plain black one for  myself
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We were live on instagram right now sitting by the pool we both haven't got in yet we were on my account but it was most of her followers that watched I didn't have many Tanya walked away and left the phone to me just as a small notification popped up
[harry styles has joined your live] I pretended not to notice as she walked back I wasn't gonna tell her besides it's probably a fake account trying to get a jump out of somebody
-Layla Heidi- so when am I supposed to get you another ice cream
"I honestly forgot about that "I laughed a little but not a lot I didn't know many people and most of them went to my school I wasn't gonna say something stupid I mean what would people think "I want tacos"I said as Tanya sat down her blonde hair falling out of her pony tail from running
"Too fucking bad "I flipped her off and she began to talk to people I didn't say much or actually nothing at all I zoned off my head laying on my arms as I looked towards the pool thoughts running through my head everything that's happened in the last few weeks soon my mind wondered off to Harry liking my photo I mean I'm an ugly potato was this all a joke or was this real
"So do You or not "Tanya pushed me lightly and I looked to her confused she rolled her eyes
"Sorry"I whispered resting my head in my arms again and looking at her
"Do you want to go to a party at Jason's he said he would give us the address "I shook my head I wasn't good with people "you have to come out of you're shell someday you are beautiful no one thinks you're ugly and I'm sure if people knew the you I knew the. They would like you "my eyes watered her words hitting me like a rock I knew she was right but I couldn't do that
"No one cares to talk to me "I told her a small smile as I declined her offer and looked back off to the pool
"She'll go"she said was she for real I said no I stood up just as Jason sent his address I dropped my towel by the bench "Austin said nice ass"my eyes widened and I ran to the room jumping in the pool Tanya's laughter filled my ears as I came up