You know that feeling you are about to cry? You bite your lip hard so the tears don't come streaming down your face. But sometimes you bite too hard and you send up crying. Feeling lonely. That's all. I just feel lonely. Like there is no one who can relate to me or who can fill my life with the thing I need. A person who loves me. I may sound like a crybaby but I can't help it. With people dying left and right and my school being so fucked up, I can't help but just feel so lonely. I can't just move on with my life when I'm getting killed bit by bit. With bullies and fake friends. Being fake just seems to me the new trend now. The only thing I could think of right now is how much I need to pee. I'm driving home from Anaheim and I'm in the middle of no where and I have to piss. I'm stopping at the rest stop in just a bit. Anyways those feelings I was talking about, they come and go. They don't stay forever. It only when my heart gets broken or any other person dies. I have so many friends and I'm so lucky to have them but it's really difficult to keep up with grades and a social life. Psh what am I talking about, my social life is like -100%. I have like 10 friends. And grades, well I keep them at 3.00 and higher. I keep diaries because it's a safe place to pour out my emotions. But even though I only wrote a little bit, I'll be back later. Bye!
✨So guys, this is a real diary if mine so feel free to DM me and I'll make a section relating to your experiences✨
