It's not that simple

The public eye

Outfit above
----Harry----
I pressed my finger to the door bell and waited for a minute before she opened up and walked out looking down not looking up for minutes
"You look beautiful "I smiled as the words fell from my lips and her face lit up finally she looked up to meet my eyes her eyes still not bright like her smile
"Thank you"her cheeks were a bright red as she complimented me back "you look handsome"
"Thank you"I looked her up and done not missing one Curve  on her body  she looked amazing I grabbed her hand and led her to the car open the passenger door but as she got in I stopped her looking around at the cameras that somehow found me already
"I don't think we should do this"she looked at me confused "I would love to take you out on a date but I don't want to make things worse "I smiled sadly I didn't want her to hate me and I didn't want her to get hurt
"I have an idea"this time when she smiled her eyes lit up two she grabbed my arm and shut the door leading me into the house where she let go of my hand I didn't want her too but I didn't want to grab her hand we just met "I'll be back"she turned around and ran up the stairs as I began to look around the house was bigger than it looked for sure I looked over the walls and the counters strangely only finding one picture of her and what looks to be her parents and that picture was turned over did she live alone did something happen  soon she came back down stairs changed into a white shirt and black shorts but still looking amazing
"Let's watch movies I mean that is if you actually want to hang "amnesias eyes wondered off not looking at me
"Of course I would love to hang with you "she smiled but as soon as her phone started to buzz her smile dropped I watched as she hesitated to pull the phone out but eventually did it looked like she was scrolling through notifications for a few but she eventually stopped and turned her phone off she smiled small but not bright I knew something was wrong but we just met would she even open up to me
"Maybe we shouldn't hang we should leave this at one night stand slut it might stop sooner"she said a little shakily
"What no"she looked up to me and smiled again still she didn't look happy
"Besides I wouldn't want to stop from getting a beautiful model girlfriend or something you know I'm not gonna help you I'll just make things worse"is that how she really felt did I cause this
"I would rather have you besides all those models are stuck up I know I just met you yesterday but you are very beautiful and as far as I know you are not a slut ...now movies"she giggled a little and threw her self over the back of the couch laying on the cushion she turned on the tv soon sitting up and turning to me
"Would you like to sit on the couch you can see the tv better"I nodded I wasn't really paying attention to the fact I was sitting in the kitchen my mind was on her I walked over to the one small couch she had in the living room and sat down on the black leather as the title screen for major pain came on and she cuddled into the corner of the couch resting her head softly on the arm
-----amnesia-----
Did he not want to be seen in public with me or did he really care I wondered as the movie started my eyes wondered to him every now and then sometimes he was even looking at me but sometimes he was looking at the tv I really payed no attention to the movie my thoughts were all over
"So tell me about yourself"Harry said as the movie ended making me turn to him
"There's not much to say"I told him but I was lying there was a lot to know about me but I'm not  sure if I wanted to tell him
"Your parents"my heart dropped
"Vacation "I lied once again but I think he knew
"Well how come there are no pictures of them "I looked around and noticed that he was right
"I have none"I smiled but he rolled his eyes
"I know when someone's smile is fake if you ever want to tell me anything I'm here"he smiled politely and I gave in
"This is only because i need someone to talk to and id probably never see you again anyway "his eyebrows were scrunched together in confusion
"What makes you think that"he asked me looking at me like I wasn't ugly like he cared
"The only person that has ever stuck with me is Tanya"I told him sadly "my parents left me two years ago they said that I wasn't the child they wanted "this time I told him the truth not the full truth but the truth he didn't know the struggle I went through everyday to keep my job to make enough money to afford the house and school and enough to feed myself
"So you live here alone"he questioned
"Yea tanya visits very often though and my boss is kind enough to drop by and bring me dinner every now and then"his eyes wondered around my house
"And school" he questioned me
"Im in my senior year at the moment"I told him truthfully "I plan on taking a few years off before college so I can make enough to support myself and go to school" I had it all planned out or at least I thought I did