Unexpected- Jin (COMPLETE)

Unexpected: Jin (2)

Authors note:

Hey guys, there's going to be time skips and my first flash backs so try and keep up 😂 Hope u enjoy 👍🏻

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Oh no....... Have u just fallen for kookie as well?

My mind was a mess, question where flying around my thoughts. What just happened? Who do I like? How will I talk to him? What do I tell Namjoon, I kissed kookie but love you? And what do I tell kookie, I've loved namjoon for years but have fallen for you as well and can't pick? Now my problems became 100X bigger. The only way to sort this was to speak to joonie, ask him about his feelings towards me. Although if he says yes then I'll be happy yet I'll have to choose but even if he says no then I'll be heart broken. I didn't really see how this would help me situation but I decided to do it anyway. I get up from the sofa and walk towards his room, my nerves take over and I cowardly shuffle away. Before I can make it a meter from his door I hear footsteps. Then I see the the door nob twist..... Oh no! Finally a familiar head pokes out of the room.

"Hey jin hung, what's up?...... U ok, u look like you've seen a murder" he smirks to himself and carefully pulls me into him room.

I don't know what to do. My heart is racing and my whole body is sweating like mad.

" so Jin, what do u want? Are you gonna finally open up to me?" I don't know what to say to I just blurt it all out. I tell him about my love for him. I tell him that I need to know if he feel the same. I tell him about what happened with kookie. He looks in shock. Oh god why did I do this. I get up and head to the door but get stop by namjoon. He take my hands in his.

"So you like.... Love me. You want to know if I feel that same way? And jungkook, did it bother you that he kissed you?!" His voice raised slightly. He looked worried and hurt.

I didn't answer but just looked down to confirm that it didn't. He sighed and took a seat on the bed.

" well Jin, you deserve the truth. Yes!" He smiled at my with his eyes. I saw that look and melted but didnt know what he was saying yes too?

".......what?" I say softly, trying not to sound dumb.

"Jin, I've loved you since I first locked eyes with you. Your so handsome and smart and everything I wish I was. Yes! I do have feelings for you." He looked into my eyes like he had just told me his deepest, darkest secret.

***Flash back***

"Hi I'm namjoon, and You are?" A male voice spoke behind me. I turn around to see a cute guy with his hand out to me.

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I remember the first time I saw him. I feel overwhelmed. What do I do now. I started to feel dizzy, I didnt know who to pick or what to do. My mind suddenly went black......

***Time skip: 2 day later***

I slowly open my eyes. Everything is blurred. I don't remember a thing. I see a machine with a green squiggly line on it beeping. Everything is white. Where the hell am I? My eye lids feeling heavy, I try and focas on my surroundings. Suddenly I hear voices, they sound like there arguing. I didn't know what to do. One sounded angry and betrayed whilst the other sorry yet confident. I slowly sat up, to see 2 familiar faces. Namjoon looking angry and jungkook looks sad and hurt. I didn't know what to do. They didn't notice me.

*cough cough* I blurted out trying to get their attention, and it worked.

They looked at me stunned, like I had just woke up from the dead. The air felt awkward and dull. Suddenly namjoon walk over to me, he smirk like he always does and then does something totally unexpected. He hugs me. He hugs me like I've always wanted him to, but it didn't feel as special. It felt almost awkward because I knew how he felt. It was nice knowing he liked me yet just made me question myself more. I saverd the moment wishing it would never end. A few seconds later kookie joined in. It felt like I was hugging to children, both squabbling for dominance and my full attention.

Later on they explained how I had fainted and banged my head on the night stand. And that they both had offered to stay with me on different day and night shifts. It was nice hearing how much they cared for me but still, I had that burning question in my head. The one that got me into this mess and would get me out if i knew the answer, the big answer to the impossible question...........Who do I pick?