I’m not beautiful, I’m not perfect but he says I am. She wouldn’t understand why I love him, she can't. I’m only 16 but I am in love and my mother won’t ever understand! My green eyes and dark brown hair he says are his favorites about me but I saw the way he looked at my best friend. My friend even knows it. My name is Kay Lynne Marie and I haven’t been inside my mom’s house in over 3 years. I fell in love when I was 12 and ran away when I was 13. I haven’t seen my most my family in a very long time but who needs them anyway. I’m just a bitch to them. My mom had a baby when I was 12 so she isn’t alone and she’s married! I ran mostly because of my mom and her ways of not loving me.
I don’t miss much at all, but Tia and Jake, my older sister and little brother. Tia always having a snide remark to back her up, some way to put me down but then telling me her secret crush, her fantasies. Then Jake, his little baby coos and giggles, his gleaming brilliant baby blue eye’s. They were both much older now though and I’m sure they have both forgotten me. Jake was almost 4, just another month and Tia 21 already. I remember someone looking for me once on the news, my friend Naomi. I miss her too, but what I have now is so much more.
“Hey babe, I’m home” I heard Cameron’s voice melt into the air. “Hello, honey, how was your day”? I replied overwhelmed by his beauty. His eyes black as coal searched around the room until they met mine over in the corner. “Why are you there”? He questioned worry scattered across his face. “OH- uhh… just thinking” I said caught off guard.”About…”? “Home” I whispered. “But you’re here already” he snapped back. “My home” I spoke a little louder. “You don’t have anywhere else to go, so get over it! No one loves you except me, why can’t you just be happy, you little hoe!” He yelled, then walked over to me and grabbed my wrists then continuously slapped my face with his ring hand.”STOP!” I cried. He had total control since he was so much bigger and older than me. He weighed 198 lbs and stood 6’3” compared to 83 lbs and 5’0” me. He said he didn’t have enough to feed me every night so when I got food, I enjoyed it.
“Please, stop it, baby I’m sorry” I sobbed. He stopped and looked at me then picked me up. “Me too, I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you” He said, stroking my hair while rocking me back and forth. “I know, I love you” I cried into his chest. “You too sweetie”
And ever since I left, this has been my life. Sure he had anger issues, but he was getting so much better. Every single day, he got just a little better, someday we’d be perfect. We both dreamed of a big house, kids, pets, a huge backyard, and absolute perfection.
“Cam, when do you want kids”? “Kay, anytime you are ready, I’m ready” he smiled.”Ditto” I laughed. “Well, then we’d better get moving, huh” he eased his way over me, holding himself in a pushup position. I smiled a little, then nodded.
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