addictions | xxxtentacion.

prologue.

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"Don't do this, I can't live without you. I choose not to. You don't want to leave me."

"And what if I do?" With tears on the verge of falling, she managed to let her words flow with frustration and pain. The position she was in right now was beyond. Armelle knew this shit was too good to be true.

"You don't," he says with confidence, attempting to lift her chin up but she continue to stare down at the floor with watery, red eyes.

He was right, so right. She knew she wasn't going to be able to handle this type of situation.

"Let me make this right... for the both of us. I'll get my shit together, I swear. I just can't... I."

Hearing him stop his sentence, sniffling a few times. Was he crying? Jahseh Onfroy... crying? It didn't make any sense but it sure enough made her snap her head in his direction, seeing his hands rub on his face, with a blank stare plastered across and his eyes were bloodshot. She assumed his eyes matched hers.

He didn't want her to see him so upset. So emotional. He turned his head away from her as she stood up to inch his face closer to hers but he refused to let her do so.

"Jah.. look at me. What can't you do? Tell me.."

"I can't fucking lose you.." he finally looks at her, directly in her eyes and he wasn't afraid to let her know how he was feeling. "Armelle, you're the best fucking thing that has happened to me and I can't let you fucking go. You hear me? You're not going anywhere."