Crybaby.
Too much of a joker.
Too sensitive.
Too dense.
Messy.
Lazy.
Bossy.
All of the judgements (or almost) were passed on me. What do they really want? Specially when I'm telling jokes. Is it my fault that they took it seriously? I'm just expressing in a funny way. I know when I'm going too far.
Damn it. If I'm too quiet, I'm boring. If I'm too noisy, I would hurt someone, even though I don't want to. Then if I'm in between, I need to be either more quiet or more noisy.
I'm not aiming to be perfect yet I was never right. All I want is to be 'the right friend', even for a single instance. Just one moment that they will agree. Just one second of smiles. But no, I'm always wrong.
I know that having a friend does not give the 'agree factor' but I'm longing for that.
I wish my friends will accept me for who I am.
I want to be "The Right Friend".
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Dedicated to @GabsCee! Thank you for reading the draft version of this. Sorry for my crappy handwriting. I have an inspiration for this (a not so good one). I hope that you'll like the story. But the funny thing is, this doesn't even have a plot!
And as you know, I have my main account which is @NixNixNix so I don't know if I'll update this one (Solitary Sight has a chance though) since I have 2 stories there (Miss Mahiyain & Stick to One).
Please help me! At least on giving names or some ideas so I can mix them all together. Thank you! <3
