I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)

What have I done?

I woke up in a hospital, Alan was sat in a chair his head rested on the bed and his hand a firm grip around mine, I tried to move my hand but his eyes shot open,

"Silent! you're awake?" He gasped,

"Umm yeah why am I here?"

"Do you not remember? you came into work and kissed me and Ben was behind you and he hit you and you passed out" it all flooded back to me,

"Oh god Alan he didn't hurt you did he?"

"You're in hospital and you're worried about me?"

"Well duh!" I practically shouted,

"No he didn't I'm fine"

"Good!"

"Why do you care so much anyway?"

"I-" I was cut off by Austin running through the door,

"SILENT! OH MY GOD YOU'RE AWAKE! ARE YOU OK?" thank god!

"I will be if you stop shouting" I whined,

"Oh god Silent I'm sorry I didn't think" he said sounding really worried,

"Shut up and come give me a hug" he came over and hugged me, "how long was I in here anyway?"

"Only a day they said you could leave once your were awake and they've checked you I'll go get the doctor now" Alan left to go get the doctor, Austin cleared his throat staring at his feet,

"Hey umm about what I said about Alan the other day I don't think it's like that you should have seen him he was a mess he hasn't left your side since Ben hit you he even stayed while the doctors were trying to check you over he refused to leave" he said still looking at his feet, I gasped,

"Really?"

"Yeah he was crying and everything he even said he loves you"

"Austin!" I heard Alan growl from behind Austin shit I didn't even see him come in,

"Shit we've been busted" Austin said to me and ran out the room waving his hands above his head screaming like I little girl, I giggled,

"What's so funny?" Alan said staring out the window,

"Austin" I said trying to get him to look at me, "was is true what he said?" he looked at me and started laughing,

"Yeah, I didn't mean any of it though" he said whilst laughing,

"Oh" I tried so hard to his the disappointment in my voice,

"Oh Silent did you really think that I liked you? you was just another girl" he said still laughing,

"GET OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!" Austin came running in,

"What happened?" he asked,

"IM JUST ANOTHER FUCKING GIRL THATS WHAT! GET OUT ALL OF YOU GET OUT!" I shouted, the doctor came in,

"Miss is everything ok?"

"NO GET THEM OUT!" I shouted,

"Boys you better leave she can't be under too much stress" the doctor said, and they left, "could I get you anything?"

"Yeah my phone please and then I just want to go home"

"Of course here's your phone I don't need to check you you seem perfectly fine but I recommend not driving for a few days"

"Thank you" and with that the doctor left,

'what have I done? I've lost Ben because of a stupid crush' I kept telling myself, I called the only person I could think of, the phone rang,

"Ben?"

"Silent?" I heard him say through gritted teeth,

"I'm sorry it was a mistake I was just mad please take me back"

"Of course I will hunny we've both done stupid things the past few days"

"Thank you babe I love you I'm at the hospital can you pick me up?"

"Yes I'll be there I'm 20 minutes" and then the phone went dead.