Everything hurts
my mind is screaming for help
my eyes are pleading for someone to see through these fake smiles
my brain is praying for someone to stop and ask me if I am okay
my gut is catapulting the food back up refusing to digest anything
my throat is burning from the amount of acid creeping up it after every meal
but...
my expectations are still too high for me to stop
my expectations are clouding my thoughts hiding what I am truly doing to myself.
my expectations are killing me...
Everything hurts...
and it's my fault.
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Thoughts
RandomA collection of my thoughts that can be extremely upsetting, happy, inspiring, depressing, truthful, disappointing and real. These are just the things that run through my messed up head and that I just need to get out.