Its been a while since I've ever took a step out side of my house...actually its been a few months. I have been having nightmares...even though they are not real ,they feel real. I've been waking up in my living room , sometimes ...... outside on my front porch. I have herd about sleep walking , but this...this is something else. Something that I can't explain. I don't think anyone can explain this. I'm the girl in the horror movie you tell not to go into the closet, but go's in there any ways. You don't know if I will ever come out again. The past 5-6 months all I ever do is sit on my bed... staring at my wall. I only eat once a day. And I feel like some one is watching me. Like some one is going to pop out of the shadows and is going to get me. I want to hide the truth and believe I am not ......... "crazy". But..... I think I am going insane. It seems like we all have our own demons. Later one morning I herd a ring. I thought to my self "who would call me? after everything I put them through". While I was sitting there thinking who could it be I herd the voice mail go off and I herd a women's voice. That voice said" hey it's me I was just checking up on you. We are all worried about you. You have not been answering and I called your mom and she said you wouldn't even answer when she called.(I was sitting there thinking I know this person and it popped in my head Laney!!) then she said" come out I could take you to a movie or a girls day out or some thing....."before she could hang up I picked up the phone and said" hey I'll take you up on that offer , but your going to pay for supper". "BETH!!!! is that you thank god your family, friends everyone has been worried sick about you" I didn't know what to say so I just said" yes I know but what about that girls day out that is what I need right now some reality". "really ok what time"? " around 7:00"."ok that sounds good ok I'll see you tonight". So I hung up the phone and turned around then I saw something out of the corner of my eye. I thought to my self "what was that"? The next thing I know I felt some thing breath down my neck. I turned around and saw a big black shadow I wanted to scream but I couldn't.... it was like I was frozen. Or it was controlling me. Finally I had enough strength to scream I made a little peep and next thing I know I am blacked out. I was kidnapped.
