If you did not know, if there is a siren, it's your job as a driver to move the fuck out of the way for the emergency service to get to those who need fucking help.
But no.
No.
The car drivers took their own motherfucking time to get out the way and I'm like freaking out like "GAJOANAJ MOVE HOES."
Anyway, I hope whoever it is who phoned the ambulance is okay and doing well.
Ever since I was little, I've always prayed when I've heard the police, fire brigade or ambulance. I always say a tiny innocent prayer that the people who are needing help survive and get the emergency assistance they need.
I pray the little prayer to whoever hears it.
I hate self centeredness. I hate selfishness. I hate narcissism.
If there's a emergency, just have the decency to pull over to the side of the road for a few seconds.
Can you imagine what it must feel like to be the paramedic knowing that someone died because you didn't get there in time?
Like.
Dude.
Imagine getting to a place and seeing a small boy breathe his last breath because you're two minutes late because some arrogant asshole wouldn't move his shiny Bentley.
It must be so emotionally traumatising and scarring to know you could've saved someone's life but were to late to.
Anyways.
Today:
I passed my life science practical exam. 34/40. I was so happy. I might actually pass this year.
Yayy
Apart from being sick, since it's winter, I've enjoyed the patters on the window.
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That's rain by the way.
Ummm
Today after school I worked hard on the Moot Court Competition. It's a law competition for high school students interested in pursuing it.
I'd be really good at law
Thing is, do I really want to do it as a job for the rest of my life?
I don't even know what I want to do. I don't know what I like or what I want to do as a career.
I know what I'm good at. I just don't think I want to do it. I don't know.
I want to be an actress. I want to sing. I want to write movie scripts. I want to do visuals and editing in videos. I want to direct productions and films. I want to make things for others to hear and see and influence them spiritually and emotionally.
It's just, it's just difficult to actually become a famous actress or singer. Even being an author is difficult because it takes forever to get noticed.
I don't want to waste my life away and only get praise when I die.
Vincent Van Gogh.
What about that dude who wrote the music used in The Swan Lake? That dude. Like he's been dead for a trillion years already but everyone knows how Disney created the animations.
Think of J. K. Rowling. She fucking changed her name to sound like a guy just to get accepted.
I don't want to be 50 years old when my first novel gets published.
I'm good at writing, yeah, but I don't want to do it as a career. Well, what I want to do with my writing isn't exactly ummm a realistically good paying job unless I'm super lucky to get recognition from a legitimate. But stuff like journalism I really don't want to do, because no thanks.
I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore.
I'm literally only doing law because I'd be good at it and it's stable and offers a good income.
Other than that, I'm pretty fucking indecisive.
Yet, they want me to apply for university this year. Are you mad?
And then on my way home there was a violent protest happening. I didn't see any of it but I saw some smoke.
It frustrates me so much knowing that they could've just had a peaceful protest like civil human beings.
But no.
No.
They must fucking burn stuff and destroy property and hurt others just to get noticed.
The police are busy looking for missing children or interrogating rapists but they must be interrupted from their important work to go and use tear gas on a crowd.
If you don't like something, change it, change it in an effective yet non-violent manner.
