Texting Magcon

LXIV

-Saturday-
Stassie, Angelyn, Noel, and Jenna came to my house around 7:30pm with their suitcases and carry ons

It's currently 10:26pm

"Wait so, Sammy didn't question anything?" I ask Stassie as we grab snacks from the kitchen

"No, he wasn't home so it was easy to leave" I nod my head slowly as a faded 'oh' escapes my lips

"So how are you and Wesley?" Stassie suddenly asks catching me off guard

"Umm, we-- lost contact with each other" I say in a low voice

I miss him

That night Cameron and I kissed, I wasn't in the right state of mind. I don't even know if I'm actually over Wesley

He was the first guy fell in love with

I'm such a fuck up, I pushed him away we could have worked things out and gotten back on track but I let my anger get in the way of that

"You're too cute" he smiles down at me as we sit on the hill we climbed up to see the sunset 

"Hmm, I know" I say with a cheesy smile

"Can I tell you something?" Wesley asks as he turns to look at me

"You can tell me anything" i say as I lean forward and peck his cheek causing him to smile at the grass

"Whenever you fall asleep in my arms I always like to admire the beauty that's laying beside me, I know that sounds cliche or whatever but -- I don't know whenever I stay up to long, I tend to overthink and I'm always having this one thought," he pauses then grabs my hands to intertwine our fingers together

"Which would be, why me? Why is this beautiful human being with me when she could have anybody else she wanted but she chose me, I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm scared of losing you to somebody else because I know there's always a better choice and-"

Before he could get another word out I smash my lips on his as I let go of his hands and replace them on his cheeks, cupping his face

Each of his hands go behind my thighs bringing me closer to him and I climb on top of him, now straddling his lap

I finally pull away after a couple more minutes of his soft lips on mine and red my forehead on his

"I will never choose somebody else over you, you're the better choice to me, okay?"

He licks his lips as he tightens his grip around my waist, our foreheads still resting against each other as I held the back of his neck with my hands

"Okay" he smiles at me as he reconnects our lips and leans back so now we were laying down but I was, of course, on top of him as our lips continue to move in sync

"Layla?!" Stassie shouts as she snaps her fingers in my face bringing me back to reality

"Uh, what?" I blink a couple times

"What were you thinking about?" Noel asks worriedly "N-Nothing" I stutter but quickly clear my throat

"I gave to use the bathroom real quick" I excuse myself as I speed walk to the bathroom in the hall