Fire Flowers (SasuSaku) Naruto Fanfiction

Pain No More.

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'I've been dealing with pain for many years now, healing people for so long, I should be able to handle this pain.  This is a new pain, something I can't heal because it's normal, when I was younger I thought I could handle this pain but this is way worse then what the books said.'  I thought in my head as I lay in the tub, my body was hidden under the bubbles that covered the top of the water.

"Hey forehead, your house is beautiful, but lets take care of you first."  I turn my head and see Ino standing in the door way of the bathroom.

"Thank god you're here."  I say in a sigh.

Ino walks up to me and sits on the step to get into the tub.  "I got the medicine."  She says as she pulls out a small bottle of pills.  "Sasuke should be bringing up a glass of water."

"I'll drink the bath water, give me the pills."  I say turning to sit on my knees trying to grab the bottle away from Ino.  Pain shot through my body.  "Ahh."  I yelled out but kept trying to grab for the pills.

"SAKURA STOP!"  Ino yelled out at me as I got the strength to jump out of the tub.  "YOU'RE GOING TO HURT YOURSELF EVEN MORE!"  

I pushed Ino to the ground and grabbed the pills away from her.  Her nursing clothes were soaked with water.  I backed away from her to the bathroom door, poring the pills into my hand.

"SAKURA!"  She screamed.

I was about to take the hand full of pills when ice cold water ran down my face, back and stomach making me gasp.  Hands grabbed my wrists so I couldn't move.

"What... are you doing?"  Sasuke voice came behind me.

"Um... Nothing?"  I say quickly.  I was naked with cold water still dripping from my hair onto my skin, I wasn't even going to try and brake away from Sasuke because I already knew I was in the wrong.

"Ino come get this and Sakura get back in the bath or put some clothes on."  Sasuke says with an emotionless face.

Ino was already on her feet and taking everything back, she left 2 in my hand.  "Take them now and then 2 tomorrow morning."  She says handing then pills to Sasuke.

I pick up the glass on the floor and fill it with water from the sink and take the pills as I grab a pink towel from the counter rapping is around myself.

"I just wanna sleep." I mumble out, walking pass Ino and Sasuke and to my bed flopping myself down.

"Don't be crazy and take all them pills!"  Ino says.  "I have to get back to work now and change, see you later."  

"Byeeeee."   I say into my pillow.

I hear the clicking of shoes and then the front door open and close.  

"Not going to put clothes on?"

I sigh.  "Nope, I'm fine like this."

"You should cover yourself with something other then a towel, cover up with the blanket just in case someone comes over."

"MMMM!"  I really don't want to move and grab the blanket, I don't want to feel this pain anymore then I have to.

I felt the blanket cover my body and the other side of the bed bend down, I open my eyes and see Sasuke sitting on the bed with his back to me.  Moving my hand I reach and grab the bottom of his shirt and pull on it.  He glances at me and the rolls over next to me pilling me into his chest and his hand rubbing my back.

"If I knew you were going to be hurt like this I would of never done it."  Sasuke mumbles.

"It's not because of you."  

"Yes it is."

I think to myself.  "Well... I guess it is.  But Sasuke, it's normal."

"Sakura, you're not the first person I had sex with.  It was her first time too, she didn't react they way you are."

'Why would he bring this up?'  I ask myself.  "Then she wasn't a virgin...  How many people have you been with?"

He paused for a minute.  "She said it was her first time."  

'He just blew off my question!'  I yell in my head.  I sit up a little bit so I could see Sasukes face.  "Then she lied to you but answer my question."  I said with a serious face.

Sasuke locked eyes with me.  "Four, you're my number five."  He says with a straight face.  I blinked for a quick second and he was already off the bed walking to the room door.

"You made it sound like you were having a competition with one of your friends to see how many girls you could sleep with."  I say lowering my head into my pillow.

"Not a competition."

"Did you ever do anything with your old team mate?"

"No."

"Then who?"

"They lived in villages I stayed at when I left."

"How old were you?"

"Fourteen."

"FOURTEEN!"  I yell sitting up.  The pain didn't hurt as bad to make me yell out.

Sasuke eyed me.

"How old were they?"  

"I don't like talking about this."  Sasuke says as he sits at the end of the bed putting his shoes on.

"Just tell me."  I sigh.

"I don't really remember their name or age because that was useless to me, I know they weren't that much older then me, maybe one or two years older.  All I cared about was if they were a virgin or not."

"Why?"

"So I know I wont get anything from them."

"But that one girl wasn't a virgin."

"That's why I'm pissed off, because she lied to me, what if she gave me something and I gave it to you, what would we do!?"  Sasuke turned and looked at me, you could see the confusion and anger in his eyes.

"Do you want to go get tested?  We can go right now, have Ino or someone check us out."

"Can you go?"  

"I'm fine now, it hurts if I move to much or fast."  I say getting up off the bed pulling the towel back around my body.

Sasuke sighs and lays back on the bed.

I walk over to the dresser and pull out a small crop-top pink shirt with my clan symbol on the back and white shorts.  "Even if you did have something and you gave it to me, yes, we would have it but we're together anyway, better to have it with someone you love and know you're going to be with then to get to from someone you don't see yourself with."

"I gue-"  Sasuke stopped talking.  I look back at him to see if he was okay.  "What are you wearing?"  He ask me.

I look down at my clothes.  "Clothes?"  I say with a confused look.

Sasuke walked over to his dresser and pulled out a dark blue shirt with his clan symbol on the back and tossed it to me.  "Put that on."

"But your clothes are a dress on me."

"Tuck it in then."  He says laying back down on the bed.

I sighs and put on his shirt, the length of the shirt goes to my mid thigh.  I tuck the shirt in but make sure to leave some room so you can't see it's tucked in.  "Okay lets go."

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