I sat, staring down at the sparkly blue water. I took a deep breath, and pushed myself off the edge and stated drifting down to the bottom of the pool. I kept my eyes open, watching the sun as I went deeper. Even under water, it was bright. Finally, I felt my butt hit the bottom of the pool, but I didn't stop there, I laid down and pinned my head to the ground. How much longer could I stay like this? I doubt I would have a good answer but, I didn't care. This was... Peaceful... I felt like no one could touch me... Or even hurt me.
I picked my hands up and brought them to my face. These... These are mine? I waved them around, pushing against the current of the water.. Hm...
I was seeing.. Pictures... Pictures of.. Memories.. When I was still alive..
When I felt alive.. When I felt love..
I felt the air escape my lungs as I watched the bubbles float up from my mouth and dance all the way back up to the surface. I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore.. I had to.. I just had to..
"Cry?! Cry, you idiot what are you doing?" I heard someone calling out to me but I couldn't move.. Everything was black.. Shut down..
I felt the water push me as if someone had jumped in.. My body was still, I was one with the water till suddenly, I felt once again someone interfering and pulling me back up to the surface...
"Cry! Cry get up! Please!" I felt someone pounding on my chest. "Please..." There was a pause... Was he... Crying? "I won't let you go like this..." I felt something warm on my lips and on my checks.. What was this?
He pulled back, my shirt now drenched in tears. He rested his head on my shoulders and whispered in my ear..
"I love you..." I felt my heart drop as I gasped for air, coughing out the left over water in my lungs...
"Cry!" He lifted me up and hugged me tightly as a blush crawled on my face.
"R-Rin? What are you...?" My words failed me. "Saving you.. again.." He chuckled releasing me from his arms to look at my face. "T-that was you?! The w-warm feeling on my-" He blushes scratching his head. "Y-yeah... I'm sorry... I guess I shouldn't h-"
I cut him off, my lips on his, holding his head and bring it down to mine.
Those memories.. Of the time I lived..
They felt a lot like this..
I feel alive...
I feel loved...
