You Before Me

A Bold Move

So it's almost been a month since the incident with me and my mom. Nothing is the same anymore for breakfast it's just quiet we barely say words and after that I just go back into my room. All I know is I really miss Jacob and I can't be me if I can't see him. We text a lot but it's not the same as seeing him in person.

But yeah anyways school has started back up and I have to same usual boring day everyday for school. Everyday when I'm in my room I see Jacob and his friends walking home. There are two girls and two guys I'm pretty sure there dating because the guys always have there arms around the girls. But Jacob just walks along with them and it doesn't seem to bother him that he doesn't have a girlfriend.

Only if I could be out there right now and be in his arms like the girls now. Soon Jacob is out of my site again and I feel lonely again. Well I'm always lonely but when I'm with him it's like I have a normal life and nothing is different from me and him he gets me and likes me for me and doesn't treat me different then another person but sometimes I know he would want me to do something else. But he was still nice enough to stay with me. Now it's all gone because my mom is over protective I'm so done with it.

So it was that time of day again my mom came home from work and started cooking dinner and it was just silent for dinner like I said it's been like this since the incident that happened but I didn't really care because she knows she did the wrong thing banding me from my friends. At least I follow some of her major rules like not fling outside but sometimes I don't even believe that I have a problem. So then it was time for bed and I went to bed.

The next morning I woke up and it was later so my mom was already gone. I thought to myself for a while. Then o got up got dressed and at breakfast. It was 12:00 so I just skipped math and English and went on with the rest of my day. But before 2:35 I packed up and went and stood by the door that had a window right by it.

I saw him walking down the street with the same people and he walked into the house and a few minutes later I .. opened up.. the door. I was shaking so bad I was terrified that something would happen I took a few more steps out and the wind felt so good on my face. The grass was so soft I loved it so much I never wanted to go back in. A few minutes went by and Jacob ran out the house screaming at me. " WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT HERE" I said " I can't stand not seeing you and if I don't have a problem I have to try and see if anything will happen to me". Then he smiled and he told me he wanted to show me something. It took a few minutes But then before we got there he had me close my eyes I felt something weird in my toes. Then he told me to open my eyes we were at the beach. All I could do was smile and hug him but when I hugged him he pulled my face and kissed me.

Omg this was like the movies the perfect moment for the kiss ... I loved it so much. But of course I kept that to myself. After a few seconds he pulled away. I was a bright red. Then he asked me if I wanted to go into to the water so I said yeah. So we stared toward the water and he stated to run he took off his shirt and pants and jumped into the water. I was scared for a few seconds but then I did the same left in my bra and underwear I jumped into the water and he swam closer to me picked me up and kissed me again.

After that we swam for a little bit and then we had to get dressed again because I had to get home before my mom did so we quickly got dressed and we raced back to my house of course Jacob won but we were finally at my house and he told me he hoped I had good day and I said yes I did know thanks so much. Then he hugged me and before I walked in the door he said bye I love you. Omg I was so happy I blushed so much I said bye I love you too.