Still falling for you

Part 1

You again!

I have had enough of you. I have had enough of loving you,caring for you and most of all being with you...this is how it started.

Each and every day I tried to prove I loved you but it never seemed to work. There was always something wrong and it was always my fault. I ended up blaming myself for everything even if it wasn't my fault.

I promised you that I would always love you like I loved you the moment I laid my eyes on you. As per usual I broke that promise. I broke every promise to you.

There was always a part of me that doubted our relationship and that was due to my anxiety and depression. I always cared too much about what people thought of us and I knew I shouldn't of. But I did.

The day our relationship ended was one of the worst days of my life but I didn't show it. I wanted to be the cold hearted hot headed person you thought I was. So I went into the open world and held my head high.

Days went by and all I was thinking about is you. I faked a smile in pictures I even pretended to date other people to make you jealous. Still not as bad as other things that you did but I won't go into that.

Yes I'm not perfect. But who is. I never said I was perfect and even before we started dating you I said I was a nightmare and your better off without me. As per usual you ignored me.