I met you when I was old enough to judge, but never really judged,
I wasn't old enough to believe, but I believed,
Believed in your innocence and in your perseverance,
And still never knew that one mere decision would change us both,
Change us so that we loved!
True we met and never talked, texted and never stopped!
Starting it all we were hesitant enough, carrying it on confident enough,
Believed in each other trusted forever!!!!
You finished everything as if it were just another thread,
You pretended to care, although I knew you never did,
You tried to love, but ever failed,
You tried being the person you never really were,
I still haven't told you officially, and not that I'm gonna tell you hopefully!!!!
That every touch,
That every breath,
That every sense I feel.
Its all right there,
Yet not anywhere,
So close like a magical feel!!!
Life they say is a bitch, true that she is!!!
Staying with people, having a ball,
Then suddenly made to leave it all!!
It does not make sense, it never did!!
Hoping against hope,
To fight through her agony,
The dreams we live crashed by her brutality!
The spins of her wheel, turning in all their might,
Making us face her in all our fright!
The happiness we wish to live, packed with sadness,
Comes to us by her will!!
We never let go, we never will
Clinging on to see the fate of her will!!!
