Melancholy ~ poems by Possessive Princess

T W E N T Y N I N E

I love dreams
It's my alter egos reality

A parallel universe where I am in control

But sometimes i can't
And the dream turns into a monster

I try to get away
I run
But its too slow
My resting muscles tense
My mind thinks it's real
I feel trapped and can't move

Then it reastarts

It's like pressing the eject button on a CD player but it's broken
And won't stop playing
stuck on one song

EJECT
EJECT
Why does it keep restarting?

I'm in prisoned in my mind
My own body is against me
It wants to make me suffer
Not even safe in my dreams

When I finally break free
I see the light
My eyes abrubtly open as I sit up
Racing heart
Short breaths
Dripping in sweat

I'm alive
c.r.