Kara (A Louis Tomlinson Story)

Prologue

"The truth needs to come out, its been to long."

"No one will ever find out. Whats done is done."

"They deserve to know Louis its gone to far without telling anyone."

"Its not your decision to make! I want to put it behind me. I regret it and I'm changing. Its not something I'm proud of. I'm trying to forget it, but telling the will bring all the memories back."

"If you won't I will."

"You wouldn't dare. You know what that would put me through."

"Louis, they have the right to know. You have been hiding this for too long."

"I thought you understand. You know how bad I wish I could change what I did."

"I think its for the best. They are like your brothers. I'm telling them."

My anger is boiling. I'm trying so hard to hold it all in, so I don't do something I regret. Her ocean blues eyes stare into me pleading. I can't hold it in longer. Telling them would ruin my career and that can't happen. I slowly shut my eyes and take a deep breath.

"You can't pretend nothing happened. You know what you did is wrong." She slowly says, looking down at her shoes.

"You think I don't know that already!? I have been trying five years to make up for what I did, but nothing is every good enough. I thought you came here to help me! Get away from me!"

"Louis I am here to help you. This is something you need to get help with, whether you like it, or not! I'm trying to help you! I forgave you for what you did to Emily. I know you were going through a tough time, but Louis this needs to be solved. I can't keep living knowing I hold such a big secret. Even mom couldn't live with your secret."

All the memorizes flooded into my mind.

Flashback*

"Louis! Are you okay? Whats happening in there!"

My mom's footsteps pound against the stairs as she makes her way to my room. I start to panic looking at what I'v done. I'm a monster. I shield my eyes waiting for my mom to come barging through my door. As soon as she opens the door her eyes trail up the blood spattered walls. She looks at me and I swear I see tears in her eyes. Disappointment, disgust, and fear flood through her face. Before I can get up she falls straight to the floor.

Tears stream down my eyes as I bring myself back to reality and out from my memory.

"Louis, are you okay?"

"You wont dare tell anyone."

"But I have to."

Before I knew what I was doing my arms flew to her shoulders, and I pushed her against the railing. Her limb body went spiraling over the edge.