$Hershey$

CHAPTER 1

It was late as hell and my phone started ringing i looked at the clock and it said 12:30 i picked up the phone to see that it was aj calling i answer and I didnt even get chance to say nothing , before he told me he needed to see me and wanted to talk to me about something. important, so i told him to give me 20 mins to shower and get dressed and i would be on my way ,after about 15 mins i was ready to go and I headed out the door going to the car i got in and pulled out the drive way still trying to figure out what the hell it was that he wanted to talk to me about at 1 in the god damn morning ,i hope he aint tryna fuck cause i aint in the mood and a bitch. is on her period ,after about 45 mins later i finally arrived to his place i text him to let him know i was down stairs and to buzz me up,when i got up the stairs he was standing there with the door open and had this strange look on his face ,so i went in and took off my coat and sat down on his bed he came in behind me asking me what took me so long nigga did you forget i stay up north so i got rite down to business what was it you wanted to talk to me about and then he asked me a question that change my life forever .......

(Shanta where it all begin )

(Boom) I woke up to people laughing and talking loud guess mommy's home from partying all night coming in here wakening me up i see she brought the party back home like always, so i guess i will lay here til they leave to get some sleep. I'm happy i don't have to go to school tomorrow. after a while I end up falling sleep i woke up it was like 3:00 in morning i didn't hear nothing so, i guess the party's over I know mama in her room with some nigga i want to know who it is this time it's always somebody different well i guess i will try and go back to sleep as I lay there i hear my bedroom door open i looked up with one eye open it was dark i couldn't  see much idk who it was trying to come in here ?  I think to myself i know I'm not tripping so i just close my eye not thinking nothing else about it . all of a sudden  i feel this hand go under my sheet's feeling between my lags pulling my parties to the side playing with my hello kitty i jumped up and saw my Mama's friend Paul .what tha hell are u doing in my room get the f***k out of my room  touching me like that I'm telling my mama he got up and close my door told me to shut the fuck up u act like u so grown wearing them  Little ass clothes and talking back rolling your eye in shit. Thinking you the shit around here . if i was your daddy i would have got in your ass and fucked your mama up  .you not my f***king father you pervert get the hell out my room now. he stop talking ,for a moment than he broke the silent so u want to be grown right I'm about show u   what grown people do he jump on top of me lift up my shirt ripped my panties.

I'm sayin please stop no! no! no! no! no! don't do this to me I'm a virgin I'm crying screaming! for my momma triflin ass to  hear me
but she never did maybe it's because she to busy in the next room fucking on somebody else man so i close my eyes prayed to myself god please help me than he enter his big man hood inside me i  stream
  OMG why is this happen I cried more and more  trying to push his big ass off of me i was in so much pain. then he push his self deeper and deeper inside me lord why is this man doing this to me  after he was done he failed on top of me breathing hard with liquor on his breath than he pulled out of me, he got up and said if you tell anybody about this i would comeback and do it again and kill you and your hoe ass mama try me Little bitch he walked out my room and i just cried myself to sleep . later That afternoon my mom came in my room  girl get your ass up and clean up this fuckin house.   I was so mess up I couldn't believe what he did to me I didn't say nothing
She said again this time she all in my dam face I'm up shit (Carmen) that's my mother's name she prefer me to call her that .bitch get your ass up and clean my house I'm about to go and it better be clean when I get home. I set up in my bed thinking to myself she got me fucked  up  I'm not going to clean this house after what just happened to me so no hell no  you  clean your own f****** house I'm not doing   s*** after you and your friend come in and f*** it up tata who hell u talking to like that I will f***k u up in this MF . I just broke down start crying and told u noooooooo I hate u if it wasn't for you havein  n***** in this house and your perverted ass friends  that shit would  have never happened to me last night you would have known something was going on but you was too busy f****** somebody else's man in your room with the door closed. All Carmen did was look stupid and surprised and shocked all at once she didn't know what to say.