Faded (Sequel To Suicidal) [Completed]

Liars Will Always Be Liars

It was the second month I was at the hospital. I had visitors every other week. If not, then every week. Seungcheol and Jeonghan would drag the rest to meet me if they could, without Seokmin ofcourse. Mark and Jackson would take me out for a whole day if they could, if not then they would stay with me until the end of visiting hours when they could.

This week was their week off of College, and Jackson was working. Mark stayed with me, and was making me eat. It was some soup and rice. It wasn't the best, and I wasn't even hungry.

"Jisoo, please eat. For me?" Mark begged.

"No. I don't want to eat," I pushed the tray away from me.

"Fine then," He stopped trying. He got up and looked outside. He seemed unhappy when he looked outside, "I'll be right back."

He left the room, and I sat curious of what he saw.

"So you decide to fucking show your face when he's all happy? Fucking bitch," I heard Mark yell from down the hallway. 

I got up and rushed into the hallway. I saw Mark above the boy I never wanted to see. Seokmin. He had tears in his eyes.

"Mark!" I called to him. 

They both looked at me, but I kept my eyes on Mark himself.

"Mark, come one. He isn't worth your voice. You are auditioning for JYP Entertainment, " I smiled and he relaxed a bit.

"I hope not to see you again," I heard him growl to Seokmin before walking to me.

"Come on, stop glaring. People are staring, hyung," I tug his shirt, and he walks into the room mad.

"I'm sorry," I bow at the nurses, and then shut the door.

"Jisoo, maybe I should have you transferred into the apartment. I don't want that stupid idiot to come back-" Mark started packing his things.

"Mark, I'll be fine. I'll ask the nurse to not let him in anymore,"  I say.

"Okay, but if he tries to get in, then I will get him," Mark smiles and leaves me alone in the room.

I walk over to the bed and lay down, facing away from the door. I heard the door creak open, but I stayed still.

"Jisoo? Are you awake?" Seokmin whispered.

"What do you want?" I calmly asked.

"Can I explain?" He sat right behind me.

"Explain what? There is nothing to explain," I was still in the same place.

"Jisoo, please let me explain about what happened two months ago," He pleaded.

"As I said, there is nothing to expli-" I said.

"Well, for me there is!" He stayed calm.

"But why tell me now? When you could've two months ago?" I asked.

"Mark wouldn't-"

"Don't use Mark,"

"I am not! It is true! Mark won't let me in!"

"I don't care. I don't want to hear all your excuses and lies!" I said. I felt some tears fall from my eyes.

"I am not lying! I swear, Jisoo! I would never lie to you! Please-" 

I sat up and looked into his eyes.

"How am I suppose to trust you again? You broke my heart! You promised to stay by my side through thick and thin! You left me, here for a whole fucking year you little bitch! And then what did you do? Show up in the middle of now where?! And you came to fucking apologize, but you can't even fight for our relationship! You couldn't even get me back! You couldn't fucking help me when I was in fucking pain. Where the hell were you when my whole fell into so many damn pieces?! HUH?! ANSWER THAT!" I yellled and screamed at him. 

He sat there with with a blank expression, "Jisoo, I am reallly sorry. I didn't mean for you to go all into that. I really didn't mean to."

"You lied to me, and always will," I looked away and wiped all my tears away.

"Jisoo, I really didn't mean to. Please listen to me-" He was on his knees begging.

"I don't want to hear all your excuses," I said.

"They aren't excuses, Jisoo. Please listen to me," I heard him sniffle. He was crying. A lot.

"When will you stop lying," I shook my head.

"Jisoo, I swear, I am not. Please listen to me. I really want you to understand what I did. I know I was really wrong. I know I didn't fight for our relationship. I know okay! I want you back! Can't you understand that?!" He yelled at me. He stormed out the room. I sat there waiting for the nurse to come, but they didn't.

I was once alone. In this lonely room.