Zonnique Pov:
I am not who you say I am to be im not what you wanted me to be, I had fuck 20 men in the last month...and to top that im pregnant Yea that right im pregnant but the last guy I was with was Craig...I feel like he avoiding me some how as if he has no feelings for me.
he Came in my hotel room from his shift at the Front desk and sat down on me bed.
He took my hands and said the most heartbreaking shid ever "Nique...Im in loved with another woman "he said so calmly a lil to calmly for my liking.
I snatch my hand back once again I done did it again gave my heart to a nigga who abusive it he might not hit me physically but I felt he hit my heart with his words. I cry in my wrist because I couldn't believe a guy that KIDNAP me I fell in love with got pregnant and he in love with a another woman how cliché is that shit?.
I look at him and growl" Im pregnant and your staying with me"
He look at me and punch me off the bed and stomp me and spit on me
"Your getting it aborted do you hear me? Huh?"
he punch me again and went in the bathroom and I sat there crying my eyes out
I pick up my knife and carve the words
Chresanto...
In my wrist I let the blood flowed as I cry and cry ... I just wish I was high so high that I didn't have to feel this pain didn't have to feel this hurt didn't have to feel or have to feel like I was running from myself, see we I was tripping over my words I was tripping over you I had my heart open but it was on lock for you I held him down when I should carry you...and now it to late to say I love you...
**Sorry it short im kinda tired tonight**
