Why don't I start running. Away from everything away from the drama real or fake I can't take the lies the horror or watching everyone around me breaking hurting and feeling like I could do something but what could I do I tell them stop but they won't if I tell someone they might not comeback the next day. I go to school with a smile on my face but I leave with a tear streaming down my face it hurts so bad everyone you see in movies are having either the worst time of there lives with boys or bullys or there the popular one but no it's nothing like that it's people's sexuality confusing to the point they are self harming because and people are not trying to help there trying to spread the pain by giving out blades or saying there doing things like DRINKING BLEACH LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU TELLING PEOPLE THESE THINGS!!! But I guess that's the shit that people are into in the year of 2017. My life is there life's are going to be haunted by the memories or our high school experience our school has already had a suicide but we only cared for a few months and the thought floated away by the time it 2018 we are are probably are going to be called the school of death. But how do we prevent that. See that's the thing no one knows people say it's for attention that why the not killed there selfs yet but who know what's hidden behind closed doors I know things that I will never share secrets lies pain my friend hide behind I want to help burn the pain away but how. I have no friends but one people say there your friend but your only a true friend if you have secrets and you love them so much you would never forgive yourself if anything was to happen to them they show me the scars the show me the pain but you say it helps. But it hurts me to see that I know I say it's okay but sometimes I wanna just RUN. But if I run what would you do because if I ever come back and your not there it's my fault I left and if I was causing you pain I'm sorry tell me stop hiding break down tell me everything I would never tell a soul but your there hiding behind a smile it hurts to see upset because your so called sister is starting a trend a horrible trend and I see it hurting you but I don't know what to do let me help tell me how if you I'll die I swear I'll die if you die don't ask don't and please stop
