Where she went (REVISED)

Chapter 9

A/N: Hello, my lovely's! How are you enjoying my story so far? I wanted to apologize for the rape mentions in the story! I meant it to be only one mention (When she was in New York) but I forgot I put one in the beginning of the story. I just wanted to inform you that there is only going to be one rape mention in the story (the New York one) and the other one. Won't be mentioned anymore. I am sorry for the confusion.

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Triggers:

Mentions of rape, sexual assault and depression.

Once the club had been cleared, the boys helped me up as Opie removed his leather jacket with his cut and wrapped it around me.

"I'm going to kill him!" Jax yelled as he walked over to where Opie and I had been standing.

"Don't let him get over your time. He's not worth it." I said as I looked over at Hale who had been staring at me from a distance. I looked back over at Jax who had been staring over at Hale as well with a scowl. "Come on." I said as I wrapped my arms around Jax's before pulling him into the club as Opie followed. We walked into the dorm to see the room destroyed.

"For fucks sake!" I yelled as Jax and Opie picked up the knocked over dresser. I walked over to the bathroom watching for broken glass as I quickly got redressed and headed back out. "I need a fucking cigarette." I said as I walked over to Jax's cut and hauled out his pack and took one.

"Woah, (Y/N)" Jax said as I stared at him in confusion.

"What?"

"You never smoke." I chuckled as I put my hand on his chest.

"I only smoke when I'm extremely pissed, stressed or sad." I said as Jax nodded his head as him and Opie followed me out of the room and down the hall to the latter, which lead to the roof. Once, we reached the roof we headed to our usual spots before taking a seat. I lite the cigarette as we watched the ATF and the police department pack up.

"So, are you going to tell us what happened last night?" Jax questioned as I turned away from Hale as I nodded my head.

"Well, before I can tell you about my fight with Hale I should really tell you about what happened in New York." Jax and Opie shared worried and confused looks.

"What happened in New York?" Jax questioned as I sighed and took another drag from my cigarette.

"After I left Charming and moved to New York, I began taking classes at the community college. I met what I thought my saving grace.... But I was wrong. His name was Travis. He made me rush into every thing, we moved in too quickly, we did everything to quickly. The only thing I wouldn't let him rush into was sex... Or so I thought we wouldn't. Travis would get annoyed when I kept pushing him off and he would have to finish himself off. Then one night he came home drunk and he tried to force himself on me..." I stopped as I took another long drag as Jax and Opie put their hands on both of my knees and squeezed them gently. "I pushed him off but he kept trying until I couldn't fight him off anymore." I let a tear slip as I continued. "And then he... he raped me. It went on like that for awhile. When I tried to fight him, he would hit me. Soon enough, he just started to hit me even when I tried to fight back." I said as Jax and Opie stood up and wrapped their arms around me.

"Why didn't you call us? We would've killed him!" Jax yelled as I smiled softly into his arms.

"I know, but I left and I didn't tell anyone where I went. I just figured you all forgot about me." I said as a few more tears slipped away. Jax and Opie pulled away as they spoke.